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Happy Chinese NIU Year!

2009-01-26T10:03:00.004+08:00

Hey everyone, year of Ox is finally here! yay. Happy Chinese New Year to all. (: Shall update about the past few days.

Friday, school was boring. It was the day I saw the worst lion dance performance in my entire 17-going-18 years of life! LOL. Think it was a budget performance due to recession? hahaha. So, I went to school earlier that day because I am the Civics rep, who had to collect Mandarin oranges from the LN to give to our CTs later. Yeah, the day started with loads of crap which made me wanna sleep but I did listen to all the crap, which was actually to motivate us. Wow, thanks (: Anyway, the performance was overall, quite underrated :x Hahahah. After performance, Civics rep were supposed to go to our CTs and bai nian to them. Argh, ended up in an awkward situation when my CT did not want to give me the Ang Bao. He wanted the Class rep to bai nian to him. I was about to call the Class rep there instead because I felt very weird that he did not accept the oranges! Sian. Fortunately, he did and in exchange, gave me an Ang Bao for the class. Phew. (: I was "glad" for that moment. ._. As usual, went to 541 for lunch then Keming and Anli came over to my house for some Left 4 Dead and GTA IV. We had damn lots of fun being fugitives and criminals, and killing infected and survivors. :D

Saturday, went to JP with Bro and his GF to watch Love Matters. OMG, it was a mirthful experience, lol. Enjoyed the movie, overall due to the way the people speak in the movie, NC16. Argh, the GV personnel did not wanna let me in cos' he did not believe I'm already 17! Had to show him my EZ-Link card ): They even laughed at me, damn evil. Hahaha, but I don't feel offended (: After all, it's better to look younger than to look older isn't it?

Yesterday, woke up early to go Hougang to run some errands. Then, stayed at home sleeping after that till my relatives came over to my house for reunion dinner. Woohoo, then we gambled. Hahha was on high luck at the beginning getting Double Ace in Black Jack and all. But lost alot of capital in the end. Recouped only a little. LOL. It was fun!

Hmm, yeah so today, I'm so happy of the fact that I can finally wear my new clothes! Yay. Wish me luck in sweeping in all Ang Baos into my pocket! ;D Alright, gotta blast, goodbye! Have a great day, everybody!

Happy Lunar New Year (: and Huat Ah! o.o

Gastroenteritis.

2009-01-20T22:02:00.005+08:00

Sigh, was sick these few days again. Argh. Okay, talk about it later. Shall keep this post a short one. First week of school was stressful. Everyone started studying already! OMG, make me so anxious. But, it's good practice for us? Just afraid we may lose the drive nearing exams. School is fun only with the usual people. Seeing so many ATs in our school (:

So, last weekend, when I had to prepare for tests for yesterday and today, I fell ill again. Ain't I freakin' weak? Anyway, it was a repetition of my illness during December. Diarrhoea and vomit with the addition of fever and headache. What the hell! Nearly drove me to the grave, man! Consulted doctor but just he gave those anti-diarrhoea pills which I think are useless. Zzz. So problem persisted for days till now. I lost my appetite, I lost vibrance on my face (which some say I don't even have one, zzz). So, on Sunday, I saw the New Paper report on 100 Sport School students contracting an illness named gastroenteritis and realised I got the same symptoms. Hahaha, I did research and it revealed that it was actually 'stomach flu' whereby there are viruses in my stomach which caused all these shit? I have been eating so little, like a rat. Rat don't eat a lot I guess? LOL. The worst thing is that I have to endure my stupid sickness to study for my tests and I failed to do so terribly. Sigh! Maybe this is a lesson for me, to tell me never to be last-minute ever again this year. But whatever the case, I wanna be healthy, please. Chinese New Year is coming and I can't eat the goodies, chey!

Hmm, looking forward to Friday cos' it's like half-day? Can go home early since I'm not planning to return to Nan Hua. (: And FedEx sent me another parcel today but no one was at home yet again! Sorry FedEx, tomorrow (: It's from Microsoft again. I think they gonna send me one bag every week, LOL. I don't know what they are sending this time. Argh. Blah blah blah, I don't feel like typing anymore. Off to do Oscillations tutorial? Hahah, I think I will procrastinate in the end. Time for pictures! Ahh. Bye.

I'm an ill pill ): Wah, damn cute! lol.

I freakin' drew this lame picture. I cannot believe it, hahaha. ._.

Tomorrow: The Start of No-Life Life

2009-01-11T21:18:00.004+08:00

Sigh, tomorrow is gonna be the start of school already. Oh my goodness, some homework not done. hahha, Tuesday will be Math Block Test. Haven studied much for it. I'm dead. Argh. This year is gonna be one which will determine my future. So, no choice, it's time to mug our asses off, people. Don't even wanna think about it. I shall go study Math later.

So, yesterday. Went JE Library to study again. ._. with both Anli and Keming. Spent a freakin' 5 to 6 hours to complete the Math holiday assignment. Yes, it was that difficult. Luckily, got the help of Keming, we finally finished it. And Anli finished his Chemistry assignment too. I was feeling so stressful yesterday about Math. Became damn restless. Zzz.

Anyway, remember my previous post talking about the FedEx parcel? It was finally delivered to me yesterday. Hahah, it was actually from Windows Mobile. They sent me a sling bag and my specialist cerificate (: Woohoo. I shall continue the job after my As.

Oh, and today, I went to Jurong Point with Anli to get his pair of skinnies. LOL. He bought it at Spade, eventually, after trying out the skinnies in many stores. He got a white one. It's nice, but he got scolded for buying a white one after going home. Hahah!

Okay, no time to talk crap already, I got to go. And I don't know when I will be back? Hahah, GoodBye! :D Pictures...

The FedEx parcel, LOL.

The Windows Mobile sling bag.

My certificate printed on some weird foiled paper which can hardly see the words printed.

Fedex Shock.

2009-01-09T23:03:00.007+08:00

Hello, people. Had been busy with homework and such for the past few days. Tried really hard understanding Vectors. It can really make me die on the spot while studying. It makes me wanna do all sort of things to my notes. Burn it? Throw it out of the window? zzz... Really uh, it sucks not to understand stuff.

So, went to library yesterday with Anli and today with Keming. Fortunately, I'm making progress in my learning Vectors although it's freakin' slow. I'm heading back to library again with Keming to finish up my Math assignment. Sigh. I'm getting so stressed over everything. But I wanna thank my friend's company while studying in library. Especially Keming, cos' he don't mind explaining Math to me a million times till I understand, or should I say vaguely understand. No doubt a good and experienced tutor uh. Peer coaching is fun and enriching :D

I totally got no mood for Nan Hua CCA Extravaganza tomorrow. So, I'm not attending. Sorry. Hah, it's time for me to step down from NCC anyway. Need to put in my everything into studies from now on. Also, I am not promoted to C/LTA for some reason, only me so a bit weird if I go back. Hahha, there are criteria to be met and any failure to meet any 1 of those, you don't get to be promoted. And I expected not to be promoted already, due to my NAPFA results. I'm not fit enough, because I'm too less like a frog. Anyway, I would like to congratulate Nick, Tracy and Fang on receiving their promotion though. (: Proud of you, guys. To say the truth, although I expected the outcome of my promotion application, I'm still quite disappointed. Because, after all, I think leadership doesn't entirely rely on the physical aspect. Maybe, it's also due to my lack of contributions to the HQ. What can I say? (:

Hahaha, heck it. Focal point of this post is the funniest thing that happened to me, at least for me, I think it's pretty hilarious. In the afternoon, when I was out in the library, my flat was empty. Mom had went out and Bro at school. Nevertheless, Dad working. So, Fedex came to my flat at this time to deliver a parcel. No one was at home to collect it. And come on, I did not know about it at all. Hahha, came home and Mom passed me the delivery card and the parcel was indicated to be delivered to me. I was stunned, hah, cos I did not order anything! I became worried cos' I thought someone had used my particulars to you know, buy stuff or what shit. I don't know. Anyway, I quickly called up Fedex using the hotline indicated on the card. At the first call, I enquired about the source of my parcel and the customer service officer said "Please hold on." ---> followed by some lame music ---> another track of lame music. Then, "Doooo........~~~~~~" The customer service officer hung up my phone. I became tensed up and thought it was a fraud. Okay, I was being paranoid and I don't know why lah. So, I just re-dialled the hotline and lucky this time the customer service officer got back to me fast after I told him the airway code. He told me the delivery was from Microsoft. Hahah, i thought I had to pay the delivery costs because I bought some product which I in fact, did not buy? And luckily, I did not have to pay. Shit, I am stupid man. They deliver means paid already! Zzz. Okay, so I suppose Microsoft rewarded me for completing the Windows Mobile module to become it's ambassador a.k.a promoter? Whatever the case, I don't give a damn as long as I don't have to pay extra cent for what I don't want. (: Yeah, after explaining everything, I think this incident is plainly lame and stupid, not funny already. Lawls.

By the way, I would like to share this really nice song, You Can by David Archuleta. I like the meaning this song is trying to bring out. It's really pure and straightforward. Hahah, just listen to the whole song. (: Lyrics below the imeem box.

You Can lyrics

Mmmmm
Take me where I've never been
Help me on my feet again
Show me that good things come to those who wait
Tell me I'm not on my own
Tell me I won't be alone
Tell me what I'm feeling isn't some mistake
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Save me from myself, you can
And it's you and no one else
If I could wish upon tomorrow tonight would never end
If you asked me I would follow
But for now I'll just pretend
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Baby, when you look at me
Tell me what do you see
Are these the eyes of someone you could love?
'Cause everything that brought me here
Well, not it all seems so clear
Baby, you're the one that I've been dreaming of
If anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Save me from myself, you can
And it's you and no one else
If I could wish upon tomorrow tonight would never end
If you asked me I would follow
But for now I'll just pretend
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love

Only you can take me sailing in your deepest eyes
Bring me to my knees and make me cry
And no one's ever done this
Everything was just a lie and I know, yes, I know

This is where it all begins
So tell me it will never end
I can't fool myself, it's you and no one else

If I could wish upon tomorrow tonight would never end
If you asked me I would follow
But for now I'll just pretend
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Show me that good things come to those who wait

Nothing more to add, shall sign off and stare at blank space and ponder now. Bye.

Emo.

Happy New Year 2009?

2009-01-03T21:20:00.010+08:00

Hello all, Happy New Year. (: Well, Can't believe that 2008 passed in the blink of an eye. Sigh. I'm doubting this new year, 2009, whether it's a happy one for any other A level student? It's gonna be a whole year of slog. Hahha, I'm beginning to become so pessimistic of this year. I'm not sure if I can handle. So worried.

Let's just say, it's time for all of us to work real damn hard? After all, A levels is such a risk. It's a must to do well. We can just fight till the end, till November all the way, man. I guess it's also time for me to touch my computer only at times of need. Gosh. It's so damn bloody scary. This dreadful year that is lying ahead.

Hmm, enough of all those pessimist's words. Let's talk about the countdown I had few days back. Hahha, went to Vivo City with Jun He and Chu Harn. Man, there was so many people. It's my first ever countdown for New Year and I was pretty excited. So, we ate Superdog at Vivo that day. Not bad, as introduced by Jun He. We were wandering around Vivo City while waiting and we were early. LOL, we headed to Marina Bay at about 10pm and went to Esplanade. We were stuck there and we wanted to leave due to the sight of many foreign "talents". Sorry, we are kind of evil. Woops. However, what made us wanted to leave Marina even more were the idiotic morons who were shouting in groups. They were so barbaric. Give you a hint, they are those who always wear their caps on their heads so loosely that with the lightest flick, the caps will just fall off from their freakin' heads. Damn, they thought they were being so cool. (Come on) They was just trying to attract attention, but yeah, people were throwing glares and vulgarities as their attention. Shit them, they are such a spoiler of people's mood.

So, we rushed back to Vivo. We were just in time for 12am, how lucky. (: And caught the most mediocre fireworks I have ever seen in my life. I'm sorry, but it's true uh. Hahha, went home and Bro fetched me in Clementi. Overall, I enjoyed the day with you guys man! :D

Enough said, photos now.

Channel 8 New Year celebration. Needed tickets ._.

Smile, it's christmas? LOL. Chu Harn was trying hard to force a smile, to the extent of closing his eyes.

Group photo with random people and our beloved Christmas tree. We just love it even though it's New Year.

This photo and the one above are taken by an Angmoh photographer. Hmm, his skills for this photo is pretty good, With the tree and us all in the picture, fitting so nicely. We purposely asked for him for our favour. Hee.

Anyway, there's Taekwondo training today. And we went to Burger King at JP after that. Had lots of fun there. Gordon was like a retard with his paper crown. Muahahaha! Ah, grading for green-tip will be tomorrow at Toa Payoh! OMG, I'm so nervous. Cannot fail!

Time's up and that's the end of this 92nd post of mine. When will it reach 100th post? Hahahaha. Goodiebyeee.

Clearance.

2008-12-27T19:45:00.003+08:00

My title doesn't mean any clearance sale or what. Yeah, I meant the clearance of my stomach and all! Okay, I'm being lame.

My body is feeling weak while typing this. Yes, I'm sick again, for the past 2 days. WTH. This time, it's vomiting and diarrhoea. I had been having diarrhoea since yesterday. I went to toilet over 10 times in a day and I think it's freaking gross. The intestinal disorder was killing me. Just at 1am today, I started vomiting. I hate vomiting cos' it kills me. So, I wonder how anorexic people bring themselves to do so. Gosh. Anyway, I went to the doctor today and fortunately, my illness was not much of an issue. Ate medicine and finally felt better today afternoon. I think the cause of all this is cos' I drank too much MILK 2 days ago. Yep, I drank one full big cup of milk after dinner. Doctor suspects that I may have some lactose allergy. Advised me not to drink milk and there goes all the calcium I need, shit.

Hope will get back into shape and don't fall sick anymore. Cos' I still have tons of homework to complete! I was going mad yesterday night while trying to do Chemistry homework because I couldn't concentrate. And I missed NCC training yesterday and Taekwondo training today. Argh. It sucks to fall ill.

Bye.

Hah, it's cute isn't it? (:

Merry X'mas.

2008-12-24T23:18:00.003+08:00

First, wishing everyone a Merry Christmas! (:

Yeah, still in melancholy mode. Sad case.

Yesterday, early morning headed back to Nan Hua for NCC training. Left early cos' I went to BT Courts, then Acer and Creative with uncle, bro and cousin. Gosh, Creative's HQ at the industrial park shrunk so much in terms of the scale. Shocking. Lawls. Anyway, yesterday saw Adriel removing photos from NCC notice board and grabbed them. Those were the photos for this year's ROD company picture. Wanted it for so long but never got it. It's okay, I scanned it and Nick, Tracy and Fang can get it here (: Not really very clear, but at least, still acceptable.

Today, went to JE Library to study with Jun He. Did a little chemistry. Woo, carbonyl compounds. Organic chemistry is madness. Couldn't really take it. So, headed down to Far East Plaza to just walk around. Lame shit, seriously, it's just to waste time. But, I prefer spending my time out than at home. Went to Bugis again and Jun He got his berms, like finally. Had Mac for dinner and ended up too late at home. Yes, 9 is considered late okay ._. Got scolded. Yes, I predicted that. But, it's alright. I'm alright.

Anyway, wanna thank Samantha a lot for sending the information for the Essential jobs. I will have to consider first, though. Thanks a million for your time to type so much information! (:

So yeah, nothing much to say. Just that, I truly hope things can get better. Come on, it's getting so hard. Help me.

First picture without TOs, second with TOs.
Goodbye, all.

Sucks.

2008-12-22T18:41:00.008+08:00

Wow, I can't believe I am blogging after so long again. I don't know why i got the feeling to blog today. Well, life has not been too pleasant for me these days. Everything sucks.

First, I was sick few weeks back. Sick for god knows how many days. Damn vexed. Did not attend that Taekwondo camp of mine. Heck that $20 spent. My health was at stake. Blood is what I see every morning. Luckily, I had recovered. Or else, the almost white-skinned me is going to become translucent if I lose more blood. I used to have intensive nose bleeding when I was younger. As such, I lost a lot of blood and always looked pale, like some loser drug abuser.

Yeah, next was f-ing family problems which I hate to talk about and I shall never remind myself about it anymore. Can't be helped, I'm still at adolescence stage. Communication problems arise easily. It worsens when I have a "prison warden"-like parent and I become so f-ing short-tempered too. Wow, see how evil I can get. Yeah, I shall not give a damn about all these. I've had enough.

Then, I had no more job to do. No deployment for the rest of my holidays. Shit. Unable to earn some extra income for myself anymore. It leaves my weekends so empty. Though, I can do my homework, I will wish to work during weekends. I don't know, it's my preference.

Also, I can't seem to understand the entire Chemistry syllabus of J1. I'm just purely dumb or something and I feel so frustrated when I can't solve the questions fast and easily. Why the hell am I like that? I rummaged through my notes in search of answers but to no avail. This leaves me with zero motivation when I do my work. Honestly saying, I really did tried my best to search for answers. But, you know, those stuff are just not easy to understand for me. I just wonder why, why and why? I think I need tons of time to understand stuff like some kid who had contracted dyslexia. Sigh, someone simplify for me please? I'm having a hard time doing my homework. holidays are coming to an end soon. So soon. Ass.

Okay, I shall stop. After all, this blog is not all about complains. Did a lot of shopping lately and enjoyed for a little bit of my holidays. Shopped with friends and with my elder brother and cousin yesterday. Made me a merry boy, okay I meant merry man. lol. Went to places which I had never gone before as well. Hah, interesting. I shall type as I upload the pictures.

Had buffet at Suki Sushi as mentioned in previous post.

Yeah, the by-products. I'm sick of uploading the buffet pictures which contain unglam shots.

Bolt is so damn cute.

Us at the NLB near Bugis. Open space studying. If you can't see, from left, Me, Anli, Chu Harn, Jun He.

Felt in love with it. Hah, the open house was great.

Mine and Jun He's.

Went to Marina Barrage. It's such a beautiful place. Do pay a visit there no matter in the day or night because the view there is stunning. Love it. It's actually a place which they process sea water into drinkable water if I'm not wrong. It's so beautiful there!

Bro and his girlfriend.

That's me standing with my feet soaked in the cool waters. Was dressed so inappropriately cos' my bro initially told me we were going somewhere to eat but refused to tell me where. In the end, I did not change out from my home clothes and went to Marina for dinner. But, nevertheless, I must thank my brother and his girlfriend for bringing me there, to such a peaceful and pleasant place. If they had gone by themselves, I would be eating dinner alone at home and spending the whole night at home alone. Thanks bro!

Night view of Marina Bay. Gorgeous.

The lift lobby.

Yeah, had karaoke with Junhe, Chu Harn, Yi Yang and Anli few weeks back after a swim at JE Complex. Enjoyed my time.

Hmm, changed my blog favourite video to David Archuleta's A Little Not Over You music video. His music videos are truly reflections of people of our age. Yeah, he's also 17. How I wish I can be just like him. He sings so well and is capable of playing the piano! Omg, he's my idol man. A young talent! And A Little Not Over You is such a meaningful song. A nice one.

Lyrics here:

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had is come and gone
You better offer someone else
It is for the best
I know it is
But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Memories suppose to fade
What's wrong with my heart
Shake it off let it go
Didn't think it would be this hard
Should be strong, moving on
But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret
Everything I said
And there's no way
To take it all back
Yeah
Now I'm on my own
I wont let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
Yeah, ohhh.

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you

Not over you, ooh.

Well, I guess I have nothing much to say already. I shall work out all the problems I have now. Sigh.

Gotta go, goodbye!

Sick and Ill.

2008-12-01T23:28:00.006+08:00

Hellos. As you can see from the title of this post. I'm falling sick! Yeah, shit and there's Taekwondo camp tomorrow all the way till friday. Guess if I'm feeling too weak, I shall not attend the camp.

Hmm, so some updates. Had buffet with Anli and Chu Harn at Cathay Cineplex last Friday. Went to Suki Sushi. Not bad, ate till I couldn't walk. LOL. Then we caught a movie. Quarantine. Well, no comments. It was actually much like the game Hotel 626, but more of gory scenes and all. Yeah, but i must admit it was more scary than horror movies such as The Coffin.

Saturday was working time for me at IMM. Yay, just a stone's thrown away from home. 5 minutes and I reached my workplace at M1 Shop. Hmm, got to know a few promoters as usual (: Yeah, the job is like social networking uh. LOL. Worked with Nokia's Desmond, Samsung's Jay and Sony Ericsson's Joanne. Hahha, sociable people. Oh, and I got to know Samantha from LG who was working at Starhub Shop. Hahah, I believe all LG promoters are the same. They all must call me "Xiao Di"! OMG. lol. First day of work was great, cos' a little cute boyboy hugged me and Desmond when he wanted to leave our shop. His parents were there to check out the phones and he was so shy when he saw us. Hahha, super cute! When he wanted to leave, he requested to hug us! :D Felt that little warmth from him. Really brightened up my day. didn't have a proper lunch that day and Samantha kept reminding me I'm in puberty stage. Hahha. But, no appetite!

Sunday was equally great. Sales were same as Saturday. Phew. Not bad. Hahha dinner was suffering at Garden Plaza with Desmond. LOL. Had great conversations with some customers. Yay. But so many questioned my age and stuff. And M1 staff say I look too young. Sian. Next time I must make myself look older le. Hahha, anyway, some of the M1 staff are really friendly and 1 of them kept scaring me with his fierce look! hahha. Yeah, work ended well and sweet that day (:

Today, went out with Junhe, Chu Harn and Anli to Marina Square to purchase Taekwondo stuff. Shin guard and Arm guard. Auntie's service was tip-top, I must say. Hee, went to Topman to try on skinnies which look same as its slim jeans. Makes me so confused uh. Went over to National Library after that to study. Failed attempt. LOL. Ended up in Bugis Street eventually to check out the clothes. Yay, finally found a more skinny lookalike from Spade. Not bad, shall buy it soon (: Hahha, yeah. Went home after that.

Shit, it's getting late. I need to rest soon to recover fast! LOL, so gotta go. Shall update pictures when I'm back! (: Check back here on Friday?
Hahah, BYEBYE :D

Drill, Knock, Bang!

2008-11-26T11:56:00.007+08:00

ARGH. The flat just below mine on the ninth storey is OMG, freaking noise-polluting! Some people just moved in and they ordered for the workers to like DRILL here and there and KNOCK down all the walls and BANG everywhere. I shall not disclose the nationality of the new occupants. They started drilling at 9 today! Although, it's time to start work for them, but I'm still having my holidays and I wanna sleep! >.< Sigh, it's just unlucky for me these few days. YES, it has been going on for days. All the drilling are driving me crazy. No wonder I thought it's tuesday today again! OMGosh, it's getting serious. I'm going senile. LOL. Alright alright, enough of the ranting. I'm gonna rush off to bathe and then meet Anli to study at JE library later.

Oh, and yeah, just saw the everchanging Nuffnang ad on the right on my blog sidebar, it's featuring the Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist movie when I saw it. Seems an interesting and humourous movie to catch after watching it's preview. Check it out if the ad unit is currently showing it's advertisement. (: Starring Michael Cera from the movie Superbad last year! Man, Superbad was just as funny and crappy. Michael Cera is quite a good actor cos' he just has that innocent face while trying to say something hilarious. (but, he's actually not?) LOL.

Okay, shit, i'm doing movie reviews o.O Hahah. Well, gotta blast! (suddenly reminds me of Jimmy Neutron) :D Yeah, BYEE! (:

Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist is based on a romantic-comedy-drama-film based upon the novel (first picture) on the same name by Rachel Cohn and David Levithan. (adapted from Wikipedia) Cool!

Going Bonkers?

2008-11-24T23:43:00.007+08:00

Hello, people! Today is Monday and I actually thought it's Sunday until my brother reminded me. OMG, am i going mad or am I experiencing some kind of time lag?! argh. Updates! Anyway, I realised visitors to my blog today had 5.3% from India. O.O COOL.

20th of November, last Thursday, went to school for Physics re-exam and it was totally meaningless. It was more of a discuaaion exam. hahah, it's alright. It's to my advantage. Woops, lol. Went to JP to eat after my paper. And yeah, shit, I forgot what I had eaten. LOL. Then met Fang and went back to Nan Hua for NCC Camp. Changed to my so-long-not-worn No.4 Uniform and felt really weird. hahah. So, the camp was quite boring for me. Contingent training was ongoing when I reached. I did not participate in the campfire because we wanted to give Nick a surprise. And gosh, we failed terribly. He knew it when me, Fang and Corrine ran away from the campfire. jklahdjkhfalsfhgpah! LOL. It's okay. We still managed to make him happy. It was an honour for senior Rehan to bring his cake there for him and for the whole company to sing out Happy Birthday song loudly for him! Super fun. (: Hmm, we couldn't finish the cake eventually and so let the NCOs finish it. Hahah, James had become the UCE ( Unit Cake Eater ._. ), for setting the record for eating the most amount of cake than anyone else. Even us. LOL. Slept at 3 am on that day on canteen tables. And it was freakin' cold at night! I did not bring my jacket along!

So, woke at 6am in the morning to find myself shivering. Started the day off with PT led by Nick. Woohoo, it was so fun! Relive all the moments of punishment in the past. Flutter kicks, Motorcycle stunt and all. The cadets were damn exhausted. (: Then had interviewed cadets for Best Cadet awards. Had my lunch, and there was Contingent training again. Finally improved a little. Went home, feeling so worn out and slept for 5 hours for my nap. o.O

Saturday, woke early to attend Nan Hua Open House. Wore my so-long-untouched No. 3 Uniform and felt yeah, weird as well. hahaha! Was glad Chian Lim came back to boost the morale of the contingent. Their performance was not bad, I guess. And Boys' Brigade was literally dancing and posing to the their techno music. Indeed, they are Very Cool. (: Especially, with shades on. Ah, makes me remember I wore shades during CCA Extravaganza last time too. :D Had lunch after the 1st performance and talked about our future. I must say, I'm really starting to get worried and I ought to be. Sigh. ANYWAY shall not digress, our 2nd performance was the most hilarious. Chian Lim instructed them to smile while doing their display. But, most of them were like trying to force a smile or trying to refrain themselves form smiling. We were laughing our asses off at the porch while watching. HAHAH. Day pretty ended fast, and Corrine kept saying I look like Maplestory character ( o.o ) and Tracy agrees by saying that I look like someone from cartoon. ( O.O ) Hey, I can be in your video game soon ! HAHAHA. Gosh, I think I'm really going bonkies. lol.

So, yesterday, YES, yesterday was SUNDAY. Today is Monday. Please, OMG, how can i forget? Went to JP to meet Nick, Fang and Corrine to settle my promotion forms. Yes, suddenly, want me to promote to C/LTA. I doubt it will be approved. LOL.

Well, today was more interesting. Jun He came over to my house to party. Sorry, I meant to study, not party. LOL, alright, we did both. He played PES 2009 while I played that stupid-but-fun Tap Tap Revenge on his ITouch before starting our work. Like, finally, I started with my homework! Yay yay. :D But, considering the amount of time spent, I did very little.

Anyway, it's getting late and I shall turn in soon! Pictures :D BYEBYEE. Anyway, I freakin' HATE PIMPLES to the core.

The Cafe Cartel picture on 18/11/08, Nick's Birthday! (:

This is how I study Physics, with two speakers.

And yeah, I shall end of with this OMG picture I found on Nan Hua website recently. It was taken last year. Spot me and I think you will laugh!

Busy Beezy Beezie !

2008-11-19T13:23:00.007+08:00

As you can see from the title of this post, I'm super BUSY nowadays. Hahhah.

Last weekend, had been working as mentioned in my previous post. Worked at the Singtel Christmas Fair in Suntec Convention Centre. Not bad, no rude customers and all. And some are even quite pleasant. Hmm, got to know more friends from other companies, like the 2 Kens and Chris from HTC, and Kym and Samantha from LG, and Jaslin from Sony Ericsson and Shaz, whose sister is also in JJ. o.O Very sociable and nice peeps. Hahah! We often had our meals together during breaks and it was always enjoyable. Anyway, after working this time, I somehow felt more experienced (like, finally) and I managed to demonstrate how to use Windows Mobile phone, FINALLY! lol. That's good. Well, then customers this time round are more aware of promoters? They talk to us like friends. A lot questioned my age. Some thought I'm from primary school (WTH?! Is it so serious?!) and some thought I'm still in secondary school. Some called me Xiao Di (okay, I can accept), LOL. Some don't believe I'm 17. And Kym, that 20-year-old LG promoter! Kept calling me Xiao Di! Emphasise on age to show that she's older than me alot! Muahahaha. Haha, karma caught up and something real funny happened to her! ;P OMG, that unforgettable ordeal. YAY. But seriously, can't find someone of same age as me there, so sad. ): I should say, compared to the previous week, work was GREAT last week! :D Because of the nice customers, the nice friends I have around me and everything. (: Hahha, work ended pretty fast on Sunday and me, Bernard and Kym decided to check out the food fair just beside! All along, I had no chance to come out of Hall 401 after i enter it from 9am onwards all the way till 9pm. Meals were provided and to be consumed in the hall. So yeah, must go check out the food fair beside mah! Hmm, the food fair had tons of goodies there, but most stalls were closing when we reached. ARGH, very sad. So, went home after that! Bro came to fetch me home for the 2 days of work, WOOHOO! Thanks Bro! Oh, and babies who come with their parents to Suntec rocked my days at work because they cheer me up so much and I get to play with them when their parents are checking out the phones. Simply cute! (:

Monday, slacked at home and slept alot. Too tired from work! LOL.

Yesterday. stayed at home till 4pm and went to IMM Cafe Cartel to celebrate Nick's Birthday! Had lots of fun in Cafe Cartel! LOL, daniel was super hilarious. Tracy and Fang couldn't stop laughing. We ordered that jumbo combo thingy and couldn't finish before Nick and Tracy had to rush for Nan Hua Cultural Potpourri. Photos with Tracy! Hahah.

So busy nowadays, uh. Work, studies and all. Sigh. But let's just hope everything will be enjoyable luh. I doubt so for studies, though. Talking about studies, I gotta go study my Physics! OMGOMGOMGOMG. shitxzxzxzxz. Oh, and I won't be here to update tomorrow all the way till Saturday I guess. I should be at Nan Hua NCC Camp now, which is from 19th to 21st Nov. But had to skip first day due to re-exam tomorrow. Sigh. Seniors who wanna come for the camp please do so! We welcome you to help. and yeah, saturday will be Nan Hua Open House and this week is fully packed for me already. Can't work somemore! Hahaha, sian.

Some pictures! GOODBYEEE.

Lollipops!

Brought home Omnia on first day (:

Music Monster at the event! Cute.

Super big Iphone at Apple booth.

Singapore Flyer looks awesome at night.

Suntec! Spot me at work!

Working for the Weekend!

2008-11-14T22:06:00.002+08:00

Hello, people!

OMG, yesterday, failed NOT to eat Subway again. Had dinner at IMM Subway with family, lol. ._. hahah, love my Subway Tuna :D

Anyway, today had no life. Stayed at home whole day to TRY to study and also, Brothers In Arms (: Slacked.

Tomorrow and Sunday would be working for me again! Windows Mobile. (: HAHAHA, at Suntec, 9.30am. T.T Goodness, I have to wake at 7am and then take the omg-super-expensive Express service bus 502 there. Direct bus, though. :D

Well well, gotta go!

GOODBYE (:

Hahaha. No Time!

2008-11-13T15:19:00.005+08:00

Hey, everyone! Updates for this week.

Monday was boring. was boring! At night, was told that the upcoming Nan Hua NCC Camp is lack of organisation. So, had to stepped in to solve problems.

Tuesday, recce for the trekking for the NCC Camp at Bukit Timah Nature Reserve with Fang and the cadets. Spent a long time trekking there, ensuring safety components were addressed. Tiring! Reached the summit with them and took a group photo. LOL. Not bad, productive day. Cos' we solved the problems!

Yesterday, went for Taekwondo training cos' I can't go on Saturday due to work. So, have to go yesterday or else people thought I wanna "pon" or something. Hahah, it was a freaking unfortunate day for me. Fell two times while kicking. It was just OMG, embarrassing man! Sian-ed.
Did lots of stretching exercise ( till my muscles ached ). Luckily, there was no sparring, or else I'll be a noob there enduring hits and blows from the pros. LOL. Anyway, went to JP with Anli after that. He bought his earphones and microphone. Oh yay, he can start singing KaraokeParty with me. Heard Taekwondo camp will be running 4 km per day. Wow. Wow. Wow.

Hmm, today went to school for Physics structured remedial. Not bad lah. At least, I learnt something. Yay! (: Went to Jp with Choon, Jian Yun, Sharry, Dominic and Banni house comm. members. In the end, me and Choon did not wanna Subway again ._. So we went to eat at Kopitiam. LOL. That's all for today. I shall get some sleep later. And freakin' start studying and no more Brothers In Arms: Hell's Highway for me! ): Argh!!! Alright, don't rant. ( Shit, can you see I have split personality? o.O ) HAHAHA.

OMG, lame. Gotta go! Byebye! :D

Oh! Before I go, pictures... (:

Natural water. Need it to quench your thirst? LOL.

Reached the summit! What an achievement ._. Hahah.

Group photo with Fang and cadets.

Oh yeah! Got my new rank from Fang that day. Yay yay yay! My long awaited Cadet 2nd Lieutenant rank, like, finally. :D

Long Post!

2008-11-10T10:57:00.010+08:00

Hello, all! I got lots of things to update!

Well, first will be that thursday in the afternoon, I went to school to submit I & R. Wow, long queue. And what's worse was that we had to do up our own GPF file which was pretty troublesome and it took quite some time because we had to number the pages and all that. But nevermind, PW's over for the year man! Then, went for leaders' meeting, and discovered that I intend to quit. Sad. Went home then. Evening time went to Shawn's condominium for class barbeque! Yay! It was fun and I felt seriously damn full. Hahha! Headed home at 10+. Quite early. Pictures later.

Friday, stayed at home to prepare for work on the weekend at the Singtel Roadshow just outside Plaza Singapura for the launch of Sony Ericsson's latest and first Windows Mobile powered phone, Xperia X1. Ahh! Had to remember all the stuff for Windows Mobile! Yes, I took up the job as a Windows Mobile promoter, recommended by my brother. Well, I went to windowsmobiletraining.com to finish my 6 modules and achieved my Specialist Certificate at a mark of 84%, but frankly speaking, I do not really know much about Windows Mobile yet. Hahah! So yeah, I spent almost the whole day studying on Windows Mobile. LOL. I guess this was due to anxiety. After all, it is officially my first time working (not inclduing giving out flyers). So, I shall elaborate on my job as a Windows Mobile promoter. My field of understanding is in how Windows Mobile works, and to promote and explain to customers what does Windows Mobile 6.1 Professional in Xperia X1 has got to offer. That's all.

Saturday! First day of work. Met my "bosses", Gavin and Yen, and colleagues, Bernard and Kelvin. Gavin explained to us, the newcomers, the functions of X1 and the knowledge we should know. A way to remember how to promote Windows Mobile is the word SIMPLE. S for simple and smart, I for Internet explorer, M for Media Player, P for personalisation, L for Windows Live and E for Email Capabilities. OMG, I can still remember, clearly (: So, we started work at 11am. It was pretty relaxing. Most people are more interested in finding out the prices of X1 and prices of the plans, few wanted to know more about Windows Mobile. There were a total of 3 Windows Mobile promoter at the Singtel Roadshow, including me. Well, gave out the Singtel promotions flyers. And soon, I became a hybrid promoter. Not only do I have to know about Windows Mobile, I had to know what Singtel and Sony Ericsson has got to offer and the prices of practically, everything. Customers ask me about price plans and all. And now, I can almost relate to you the actual prices of iOne Plus plan, which is $25.68 per month and iTwo Plus at $82.93 per month. ZZZ. sigh, what can I say. I can only provide information I know and I'm sure about, but too many customers ask about it and so, I had to remember. Well, nevermind about all that cause I still enjoy my job a lot! When customers smile and say "Thank You very much", you can feel that sense of satisfaction in them and the sense of achievement in yourself that you had served them well. That's what I like about some customers who are friendly. All I can say is that, some foreigners are far more polite and matured than the locals. In my opinion, it's such a disgrace, seriously. Also, I don't understand why some locals just want to flaunt their wealth in front of us, promoters ._. Super lame. Show you an example. Wife, "Hmm, should we buy the X1?" Husband, "I'm not sure as well. Just buy?" Wife, "Well, I think nevermind lah, next time. Or okay lah, just buy now, just buy lor." LOL, the just literally staged a performance in front of me. From the look of their faces, they just wanted to "impress" me. Really, I'm not trying to find fault but it's true. But not all locals are bad customers, some are really nice to talk to and interact with and they give you the feeling of wanting to serve them well as a promoter. Hmm, not all foreigners are nice people as well. Some come forward to you, as if they wanna beat you up and it just stunned me. ._. Well, nevermind. I guess there are bound to be unpleasant experiences as a promoter. Anyway, got to know the Sony Ericsson promoters as well, Laura, Lenny and Bryan and one of the LG girl which I don't know the name. Nice people. Oh, and I experienced the loneliness of eating lunch alone in Plaza Singapura on the first day of work, and it was definitely very sad ): The day ended and I walked from Plaza Singapura to Takashimaya. OMG, it was far. Met my brother and walked even further to the 105 bus stop to go home. By the time I reached home, I was K.O-ed and slept almost immediately after bathing.

Reported for second day of work at 11am. It was overall, enjoyable. Less customers came. But in the morning, again, met a not-so-friendly customer which simply pissed me off. This particular customer asked me about Singtel plans. Told him what I knew.He asked more and just more questions about SINGTEL, without realising I am from WINDOWS MOBILE. Hmm, in any case, I have to be held responsible if I provided false information of Singtel to customers. So, I dare not take risk and told him to confirm with the Singtel personnel for any further clarifications. But, he did not care, he just wanted to question me about Singtel, and so, I had to repeat to him that I cannot confirm anything about Singtel and that he really had to ask Singtel personnel from the counters. By the way, he already queued up and was on his way to purchase the phone. I guess he had nothing better to do. Hmm, so he became really pissed with me, not answering his questions and asked me, "So, what do you know then?" I explained to him that I was from Windows Mobile and that anything regarding Singtel had to enquired at the counters. In anyway, the next thing he did just made me real mad. He shoved his hands in the air as I stepped back after explaining I was from Windows Mobile, as if asking me to stand further away. Then he said, "Go away. Stand further away." OMG, what's wrong with him? Does he have to be that impolite to me? The tone was like he was seriosuly looking down on me and I'm like some servant. I'm just a promoter who is trying to earn money here, do you have to treat me in that way? Argh! Such customers are really incorrigible and unreasonable. Nevermind, being a promoter just made me discover more about people in our society. I shall learn as I experience more and ultimately, discover a way to deal with such customers. On the course of our conversation, I had been very polite to him already. Hahha, but that asshole's stupidity surfaced when he forgot to collect his premiums from me. What can I say? It's his loss because the phone is a skeleton without the software. If it was other customers, I would have chased after them to remind them that they had to collect the premiums. But him, no way man. I mean, face up to the fact, if you are a good customer, me as a promoter, will ensure you receive good services all the way. But, if you try to make life difficult for me, I don't see a need to provide you with the utmost tip-top service that we can deliver. This is reality of the society and I had learnt that. So, you can't really blame me for having such perception and treatment of this particular customer. If he had approached me, I will still have no choice but to give him the premiums because he was entitled as a customer. By the way, after asking me about Singtel, he asked my colleague, Bernard about Singtel as well and Bernard did the same thing and referred him to Singtel personnel. I guess that customer felt really frustrated by then and stopped asking. LOL. Bernard supported me in not giving that customer the premiums. Nope, wrong, the customer forgot and we couldn't do anything ;P Hahha, other than that, the whole day was very relaxing because it was mainly giving out the premiums only. Not much. Emcee at the roadshow, also named Bryan, was super hilarious. In the afternoon, me and Bernard went to grab some lollipops from the Music Monsters for free! Yay! Hmm, night time was super humid. Close to the end of the roadshow, I requested a song from the Deejay, who was the emcee as well, Uptown Girl by Westlife. Wanted the Billy Joel version but Bryan said Westlife's was more happening, So, went ahead with the idea (; Hahha, what a catchy song. Most of us were literally dancing to the beat :D Work ended at 10pm and bro came over to find me at my booth. He walked all the way from Park Hotel. Well, exhanged contacts with Weisheng from Essential who was the event screw, nice guy, Kelvin and Bernard, my friendly Windows Mobile colleagues. All very nice and sociable people. Bade farewell to Sony Ericsson and LG friends as well. Woohoo (: I was the youngest promoter in the whole event and all of them were more experienced than me! Thanks for all the lessons, dudes, especially Bernard bro! Laura and her LG friend were shocked that I am 17 o.O Don't look like meh? LOL!

Ahh, yeah, very long post uh. Sorry for some unpleasant language but it was all due to natural by-products of frustration. (: I may sound evil in what I said but seriously, you have to be there to see how some customers treat promoters. We ain't multi-tasking professionals, and hybrid promoters who know everything. So, please!!! Anyway, our country is becoming an over-cosmopolitan city.

Not sure, whether I'll be working for Singtel Megafair next week. There's still Taekwondo! well, I have to go study Physics soon! Gosh, it's a must! OMG. BYEBYE! Pictures for now!

OMG, I screwed OP.

2008-11-05T23:25:00.004+08:00

Oh my, oh my. I screwed OP today. Presentation was okay, i guess. But, QnA was zxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzx. sigh. heck care, PW's over.

Updates for this week. Monday, morning had PW meeting at King Albert Park Mac. Saw so many Ngee Ann poly students. Even saw Kong's group coincidentally. lol. OMG, Choon boarded my bus 52 at Clementi interchange and we went to KAP together. We were late. Woops. But the meeting lasted like less than 45 minutes ._. LOL. It's okay! Then, me, Shawn and Choon went to the Bukit Timah hawker centre to have lunch. Nice food there, seriously. Chatted about so much stuff. Funny stuff :D

Yesterday, stayed at home the whole day to play and also, practise my OP. Practised till midnight and slept.

Woohoo, OP today. Morning was rehearsing for a while from 8am. Then, at 9am, it was our group's turn. I freakin' screwed up with the QnA and I am so pissed off with myself! Cos' I was asked the question me and Choon had discussed the previous night! I forgot one important point which I wanted to say but couldn't recall at the moment of confusion and anxiety. Argh, felt really disappointed after Choon reminded me about the point. That rush of anguish in me! WHY?! WHY DID I FORGET THAT POINT?! sigh. It's all over, nothing can be changed. Well, went to JP after that with Choon, Shawn and Keming. Wah, ate at BentoBox and the pizza was TOO FILLING. I couldn't take it when I just literally felt my stomach was gonna explode any time due to the enormous amount of food I had consumed ._. We were feeling damn full and wanted to just walk around JP for a while. Then, some ass go suggest wanna watch movie, again!!! OMG, then we just went straight to buy tickets for Quantum of Solace which premieres today. I was glad that it didn't cost as much as The Coffin which was not worth my $10. Quantum of Solace today was only $6 for students before 5pm. (: Anyway, Quantum of Solace is seriously packed with a lot of action and the storyline is okay, I should say. Worth catching :D

Hmm, need to go to school tomorrow in the afternoon to hand in I & R. Sigh. And class barbeque tomorrow at Shawn's house! I foresee myself in difficult circumstances again. OMG, nooo! LOL.

That's all for now, BYEBYE!

P.S Previously, I mentioned I wanna post photos of us in toys'r'us. However, those photos were too unglamourous to be posted. So, no pictures of it! (:

But anyway...

Yeah, screwed-up picture here. Taken weeks ago.

Woohoo!

2008-11-02T21:56:00.003+08:00

Hello.

Stayed at home for the whole day. Woke in the afternoon, quite late. Thanks to those asses who barred me from sleep, keep delaying on the phone. Hahha. Well today played and edited my I & R. Night time Bro came home from work with his gf and we went to IMM together for dinner. OMG, had Subway again. lol. Recently, I had been going to Subway frequently. LOL, it's okay. Each time I go I have different meals. has Subway Melt today. Find it a little too salty. I think Subway tuna is still not best without pickles and olives. (: Picles and olive bits suck, in my opinion. hahha. So hang around in IMM awhile and then headed home.

Anyway, I must start studying my Physics soon, man. No time! OP coming. I'm just gonna be so dead. There's gonna be OP rehearsal with my group at KAP tomorrow. 10am, omg.

Ahh okay, bye!

Movie Day!

2008-11-01T22:59:00.002+08:00

HELLOOO.

today went to school in the morning for I & R consultation. ( shit, I forgot to edit when i got home till now ) yeah, a whole lot of mistakes as usual. GI: ME and A&E: AE/ME. sigh. got a lot of work to do! After consultation went to JP with Choon and Keming for lunch. Wah, then suddenly they said wanna watch movie! For me, it's "OMG, it's been ages!" kind of thing. So just went ahead with the idea and bought my $10 ticket. Wow. Before the movie started, we had one hour of spare and so we hung around in JP and Haresh came to join us! We went to Toys"R'Us to have come fun and we were really being super-asses in there. lol, what i meant was that we did many stupid acts inside. Playing with toy guns like some small kids with no infanthood and childhood, and posing pictures with plushies and all. Shall upload the photos when i get them, cos' it's super DUMB. LOL. but, I did really enjoyed my time there. We went over to forgot-what-shop and tried wearing beanies there. I bet I looked like some DUMBDUMB, please. So, 12.40pm reached and we headed over to the theatre. Watched 'The Coffin'. Wah, I almost slept, seriously. ( I don't wanna be some critic but it was honestly, kind of boring. sigh. it was alright lah. I regretted not watching some movie called REC isntead cos' it was NC16! At first, Choon and Keming told me can't watch and I thought it's like M18 or what but they were just trying to say my age is fake, can't watch NC16. ( maybe, they just feel old ) OOPS. ZZZ, lame friends I have uh. hahah! Went home after that.

So, that's all. Goodbye! (:

I can't forget that vibrant face, today.

Boringggggg!

2008-10-31T21:54:00.002+08:00

Hiiiii. I'm freakin' bored to death.

Wednesday was last day of school. JJ as usual, slower than other JCs. LOL, woops. so yeah, it was just a normal school day. but the best part was GP, finished watching Blood Diamong the movie. NICE (: then we had phototaking with Miss Heng cos' she may not be our GP teacher next year anymore. Hahha, quite sad. No more movies I guess! Then after school went to Pizza Hut with 164 aka 179A aka the most awesome clique from S20. LMAO? comprising me, choon, keming, xihong, shawn and dominic. (haresh didn't go) anyway, we enjoyed ourselves. Was eating halfway when the lights dimmed and Birthday song was played for someone in Pizza Hut. Then, as usual, all tried to sabo me. "OMG, DIXON YOUR BIRTHDAY!" zzzz.... Dominic very loud. lol, so fun. :D then we sang along to the birthday song to the who-knows-birthday-boy-or-girl. To our surprise, it was a she and she gave us half of her birthday cake after that! hahah. Headed home after that. No life.

Thursday, went to school in the afternoon for the Leaders in Conversation. Went in for the talk. lol. Then went to computer lab and stayed there whole day blasting music and all. ._. and yeah, Chu Harn left his beloved bag there in school. Hahha, that's all for yesterday.

Well, today is super CRAP and it's such a bore to stay at home and rot my day away. Sian luh. Studied a little to prepare and I seriously mean so little, alright. zzz.... That's about it for today.

Anyway, Mildred is lame and she posted something stupid! Argh!

Lastly, I want Red Alert 3! )):

BYE.

Why Cannot Have A New Look?

2008-10-28T22:45:00.003+08:00

Hello. Sigh. Today i got really tired from people asking me, "you cut your hair?", "OMG, you change specs uh?" lol, YEAH I did. Everyone thinks I have a new look. My hairstyle is too short and my new spectacles don't fit my face cos' my face is too small ._. alright, tomorrow i shall change my spectacles into another one T.T HAHHA. Anyway, school was pretty boring for me today mainly due to the fact that I ended school at 12.30 today. Went home straight (omg, i'm so obedient.) yeah, typical day. anyway, I got Physics re-exam and have to start studying soon again. Shit stuff, man. Sigh. Who ask me not to work harder for my grades, right? Fine, shall get started soon. =(

Tomorrow is the last day of school by the way. WOOHOO, OMG! (: Saturday is I&R consultation. zzz.

Well, bye. bye. bye.

:D

OMG!

2008-10-27T15:28:00.011+08:00

Hello. Finally in the mood to blog (: Shall update about some major events that happened last week.

Last Tuesday, it was moderation day and teachers were all busy. So, they kept us occupied with Sports Carnival. Hahah, it was inter-class competition. Our class participated in Netball category and clinched 4th among 12 classes (: Impressive playing, dudes! Yay. Though we won nothing but class became more bonded through the support and teamwork all together. I couldn't get to play Netball due to the stupid huge and infected wound on the ankle. Sigh. Well done, 08S20! (:

Wednesday, was Jian Yun and Amirah's birthday celebration. LOL. I can't recollect how many times we sang Birthday songs that day. AHAHHA SUPER FUN. And the Spongebob plushie given to Jian Yun was super cute and I posed a picture with it.

Thursday, omg, freakin' embarrassing day for me. A band came to our school to perform during Civics session. They were called Brass Kinetics I think. hahha, while the emcee was speaking, I was playing with Amirah's Elmo present, making it swim in the air in front of Choon and Keming who were sitting beside me I think, trying to irritate them. Then OMG, the emcee saw what I was doing, "Okay, I can see that Elmo there and another one behind. What's with Elmo today?" HAHHA. Immediately, I kept my head down. lol, shit man. I shall pay more attention during Civics next time. Oh, and that day I can't remember how many times I sang the Birthday song again. HAHAH fun!

Friday, school was yet another embarrassing one for me. Received KBox (Knowledge Box of JJC, not Karaoke Box) vouchers for attending school everyday. Woohoo! But it would have been better if it was a $10 Karaoke Box voucher cos' I wanna SING! (: Economics lecture was AGAIN OMGOMGOMG. My face was thrown till only the core was left, man! For nothing, those ass friends of mine just screamed my name, "DIXON!!!" out loud. Then, everyone in LT5 turned their heads and looked at me. FREAKIN' EMBARRASSING CAN. wth. lol, the S21 peeps formed alliance with Choon, Keming and Dominic to bully me! I think my name was shouted like more than 5 times during the 2-hour lecture. =( Dominic was the loudest of them all lah! lol. Miss Lim even told Dom, "Dom, you're very noisy when you're awake". I agree! HAHHA. I don't know where to hide lah. Tried to hide my face behind my file but to no avail. HAHAH, evil friends I have, uh. Nevermind, I'm used to it. LOL. Anyway, our class was rewarded for being the 2nd class in Economics results with biscuits and wafer sticks. Yummy eh! :D After went to Bukit Batok with Anli to have haircut and met up with Chu Harn. And yeah, my hairstyle is like super short now once again. But, i like it, okay! cos' it is more cooling!

Saturday, went back to Nan Hua to supervise NCC Contingent training. Sigh. Nothing much to say. It was their first training there are bound to be mistakes everywhere but basic stuff were simply neglected and it was not to eb tolerated. Did flare up a little at the end but those problems had to be addressed by them. Work hard, guys! Deliver something nice for Open House! Nan Hua High NCC, gogogo! After their training, went to NCC room play play a little and then headed over to West Mall with Nick, Fang and Tracy to have lunch. Had Subway! the Tandoori Chicken meal was a lil' disappointing though.

Yesterday, was okay. Got to see grandparents and had dinner with them (: A fine blessing.

Hahah, well today is certainly a boring day for me. Had been stoning at home all the way till now. I just spotted the comment that senior Chian Lim made in the Leadership Camp post on this blog. Sorry for seeing it so late! But, I am really thankful and appreciative of the things he had said. Thank you, once again! (:

Well, PICTURES NOW! ;D

Keming's Ducky Watch! Cute!

Waiting for the start of Sports Carnival. omg, puzzled face ._.

My school is just like an airfield. Noisy.

S20 in action.

Wah last match vying for 3rd place, Jian Yun was ferocious!

Opposing team was strong!

Hahha, my stupid face. Wearing slippers somemore due to my wounded ankle. Elated Haresh, behind me.

Me posing a shot with Spongebob.

Elmo which got me into trouble during assemble. lol!

I miss Nan Hua's green environment ): Eco garden so beautiful!

Can find such flowers somemore.

Contingent practising formations.

My arsenal of rifles in NCC room. LOL! Look like toy guns to you?

My favourite rifle, M16S1 rifle with scope!

Nan Hua High NCC. With Passion, We Soar! ( this looks like some first-person shooter game screenshot, lol. )

Pictures of Learning Journey

2008-10-20T20:48:00.006+08:00

Hello. Well, school was okay today. So many breaks and the best of it was that Economics lecture was cancelled! :D It's not that I don't wanna go for lecture but LT1 was once again, without air conditioning! I can't focus without a conducive environment. lol. Went home straight after that. (:

That's all and now, I'm gonna upload all of our Learning Journey pictures! (:

Don't know why i was emo-ing there while the guide talked.

Hey man, it's the 17 gang aka 164 gang aka the most awesome clique from 08S20, made up of Haresh at the background, Keming, Me, Xihong and Choon! The right side one not included by the way :X

We are attentive, okay!

08S20!

Top view shot of our class in CHC!

Leadership Development Camp.

2008-10-19T20:56:00.004+08:00

Went for leaders' camp which lasted since friday till today.

Day 1, Friday. So, we reported at 6 after that. First activity was mass dance on the PD Block rooftop. hahha, first time that we danced outdoors till the sky eventually turned dark. Spotlights on the rooftop were used so that we could see our partners. Anyway, we learn how to slow dance to those type of romantic songs. Pretty refreshing. After that we went into our groups, called tribes. I was in Tribe 4. Tied up hands to hands when we ate our dinner. Quite stupid and we dirtied the whole rooftop. LOL. After that we went to LT3? or LT4? to watch 4bia. Shutter was not played although me and Ke Ming went to rent it. Watched the first part, not scary de. So we went on our nightwalk after that. Hahha, it was like visiting all the haunted places in school. But it wasn't scary enough and Pei Ting (I think that was her name? Sorry eh, no icebreakers.) kept grabbing me so tightly on the shoulder cos our tribe was walking in one line with hands on the shoulders of the front person. Pei Ting kept screaming so loudly, OMG. lol. After our nightwalk, went to grandstand to sleep. Chu Harn saw shooting star and i missed it cos i was preparing my sleeping bag! OMG, shooting star in Singapore. How rare ): Jue Han said it looked like fireworks. Only few of us near the stairs spotted it.

Day 2, Saturday, were totally wet games all the way.4 am, someone woke us up to tell us that the girls are coming to attack us with water bombs and we had to prepare and ambush them. We all went OMG, we wanna sleep leh! But it was really fun lah, hahha. The girls were so bullied by us. Damn evil. Breakfast after PT and then had something like Kinetic Warfare and many others. During lunch, we used the points we earned to bid for food items in the auction. My group had the highest amount of points of 3400. Woohoo. And we successfully bade the chicken drumlets bidding at 2801 points. lol. We formed alliance with tribe 6 and shared food after that. Anyway, we had wet games after lunch again. Towards the end, i got tau-poked by my Nan Hua NCC-cum-JJC senior, Chian Lim, together with several others. Wah, it was super torturing, given his size yeah. Hahah. And Wan Ting kept wanting to pour soap onto me! LOL! oops. We went for mass dance at netball court where we had our intensive water bombs throwing. I had a real bad and BIG BIG bruise on my feet. Gosh, super duper painful man ): At night, we had our foam party. Most of us went insane, including me. And Nan Hua gang united and we were all in high spirits. Mass danced together with Nan Hua people. Me and Chu Harn kept disturbing and irritating Mildred and Joey. Damn fun. hahha.

Day 3, Sunday, slept all the way till 7am. It's my first time waking so late for a camp. LOL. had breakfast and area cleaning. Then E-Web and a little song singing. Then camp ended and went to JE to have lunch with Anli and Chu Harn.

Anyway, I did alot alot of thinking during the camp although it was fun and all. Especially when I was alone yesterday night after all the activities. Was sitting with my tribe but no one was talking. lol. To say the truth, I did not interact much with the people in my tribe. Sadly. I remained quiet almost throughout. Maybe, it was because I do not have anyone who can integrate me with the tribe. I don't know why. Most of them knew each other already. Hmm, I sat outside PE porch during supper staring into blank space, isolating myself and thought about so many things. Well, for some reason, pessimistic thoughts kept on streaming into my mind. Maybe, it was cos' I was feeling down and I was alone. Keep thinking I'm quite a failure in many of apects of life. Failure in academics, family relationship, friendship at times and many many other things of the past which I truely regret. I wonder why all these happen. I wonder why I can't have full control and grip of things in my life. Maybe, you can say I'm thinking too much but those thoughts seemed so complex to me and it was hard for me to decipher what I was even thinking. I felt that I needed to address those thoughts. I thought real deeply but no blatant answers came, expectedly. Sometimes, I just hope I can turn into someone more optimistic. It's not that I don't want to, it's not that I lack self confidence. It's not. It's just that I can't believe all these problems can happen to me. Life is so full of challenges and maybe all these are to test my endurance. However, unfortunately, I am starting to feel the fatigue that is building in me. Life can be so intricate as to be hard to understand. I thought the camp was a getaway for me. No. It was not. It was a camp which also let me see how people work, I mean not working together. I meant how people functioned as themselves. It was a camp which made me think hard, not because of the activities but because of the "exile" that happened. It's only when I'm alone that I think so so much. So much that I never knew I can. My mood was pretty dampened after that but I did not wanna show it, I did want to spoil the atmosphere. But sorry I could not take it during E-Web today.

I hope to be more sensible, more matured, and all. But, it's all hard to achieve.

OMG, can't believe I just typed so much on this issue. Am I turning mad? Please don't take me as those "emo kids" or what. Cos' I am not one.

Ahh bye.

They Brought Me the Purest Happiness :D

2008-10-15T20:51:00.007+08:00

Hey, all. Updates!

Hmm, Monday, EZ-Link card got confiscated by teacher. sigh, cos' i din tuck in as much as others do. I did tuck in, but just not those fully whereby you know, not that kind of "IF YOU WEAR A BELT, I CAN SEE YOUR BELT CLEARLY.", as quoted from the teacher. Sian, he said he's gonna deduct from my HRC, but deduct what? I'm not certain. lol, guess I'm just down on luck.

Tuesday, took class photos! for random. LOL. Class Rep initiated. So we just took after our Math lesson. Mdm Lim so kind, gave us last 5 minutes of her lesson to take photos and even helped us to take the photos! hahah. After school, went home at 1pm straight cos' I don't have chinese. WOOHOO :D Came home and mom said wanna go IMM. So I accompanied her. Shopped for groceries and all. LOL. Bro came over to join us after that.

Today was one of the happiest days of the week. Because I watched performances staged by Kindergarten kids! OMG, how cute!!! CUTE is all I can say! They are super innocent and they give the purest expressions. So, how did I know there were performances by those Kindergarten kids? This was what happened. Me and clique was having our meals in canteen when Dominic rushed to us and told us to go up to the hall to wathc something we will never regret. And he said can watch me dancing. you know? saying i'm a kid! ._. LOL. I was super stunned. I thought it was some candid video of mine shown in the hall. We went up and to our surprise, there were over a 100 little chidren singing and dancing on the stage! They went "HEY, HEY!" Wah, our hearts sank and we all smiled at those little angels. They truely brought us a sense of happiness from the mundane life of a JC student. We had Math lecture after that and we went back to watch them perform at 11.30am because we had no more lessons. Hahha! CUTE. Well, anyway, they got me reminded of my Primary 2 days. When i was in Primary 2, I was selected by my form teacher to perform for some event. It was a play from the story of Peter Pan. And miraculously, I still remember my lines! "Peter Pan, please save me!" blah blah... Hahha! I was tied up by some villain and Peter Pan saved me. Reminiscing those days all of a sudden was wonderful. Never knew I can still remember though. I'm glad that those kids today brought a smile on my face and brightened up my day, totally! THANK YOU! (:

At 2.30pm, our class went for Learning Journey in NTU Chinese Heritage Centre, Pretty interesting. Class bonding too. On the way there, I really enjoyed myself laughing and looking at the people sitting at the back. Those people. LOL. Headed back to school after learning journey only to realise that training just ended. Sigh!

Enough said, pictures (:

BYEBYE ! :D

08S20!

Those cute kindergarten kids!

The Charlie Chaplin squad! My favourite.

Charlie Chaplin squad in action! Super cute. :D

JJ's natural fountain due to the heavy rain. There's waterfall as well but i didn't take the photo!

Chinese Heritage Centre.

Why, Why, Why.

2008-10-12T20:49:00.006+08:00

Sigh, I don't know what's happening to me lately. Seriously, I'm getting weird. Is it because of some classmates I have? O.o Okay, just joking lah. Luckily, I can still remain humourous for now. By the way, I'm lazy to update about everything that had happened last week. Some major stuff will be, I went for OGL interview for some omg-who-knows reason, I had my OP rehearsal and screwed up big time, I have to be more serious during Taekwondo training, I got back all my Promotional Exam results and did badly, I am having more and more nicknames, I find my classmates disappearing during lessons and I was terribly late for Taekwondo training yesterday. Some kind of sports carnival is coming up and I'm forced to join Netball, I mean why uh why netball? LOL. I want frisbeeeeee more. Well, nevermind, class bonding, eh? Hahha.

I need to sort things out in mind. I don't know why I'm feeling so confused and just so vexed over everything on my mind. Argh, very messy lah. So, let's throw it away for now. Not throw away my mind, I meant throw away my thoughts lah.

I need a getaway and escape for the moment. Well, sometimes, I just wish, both the sky above can pull me and the gravitational force can pull me right down, so that... yeah, okay, I'm officially dreaming,

After typing so much, I realised that I have indeed turned bonkers. Noooo....

Sometimes, I just wish I can be like you.
Sitting there all day long and smiling non-stop.
No worries, nothing.
Just enjoying as time progresses to eternity.
Come on lah, wake up!

Anyway, this is how I look when I was studying for promos. Too stressed already, eh.

Grading!

2008-10-05T22:42:00.003+08:00

Hi!

today early morning went for Taekwondo gradingin Toa Payoh Sports Hall. Ended pretty fast. I think I did okay? I can't do my side kicks well. Sian. hahah, hope i can pass though. After that went to have lunch in Toa Payoh. Went home and did PW after that. Sian luh. Finally finished my script for OP. hahah! Tuesday is the rehearsal!

Anyway, gotta try to sleep earlier today. TIRED. TRY. hahah. I still got my TSGS 18 to finish reading. LOL.

Alright, byebye!

We're freaking lame. :D

Super Packed.

2008-10-04T22:03:00.002+08:00

Hello.

Woke up at 11 today. Had Taekwondo training at 2pm in school. Hahha, I guess the pattern is getting into my mind well. I can finally remember all the steps clearly and execute them. It's only the side kick which I'm forever unable to do well. ARGH. Hope I won't screw up during grading at Toa Payoh Sports Hall tomorrow. Good luck to everyone having taekwondo grading tomorrow! (: After Taekwondo, rushed home to have dinner and went out again to JE Library to do PW OP slides. Got the job done pretty fast and i was pretty stunned. Hahah. Went to Long John Silver's AGAIN. Why must it always be Long John Silver's?! LOL. But Long John is nice luh. Headed to arcade with Choon and Shawn. Wah, wasted 3 dollars there playing some stupid game to hook the Winnie The Pooh plushie up. But, it was very CUTE! A pity that we couldn't get it. HAHAH. Wasted money on the sweets pushing machine as well. Ah, i have no time to explain. I shall go sleep soon, tomorrow gonna meet at JE at 8am! OMGOMG. I better turn in now then :D

BYEBYE people ((:

Boys' Camp.

2008-10-03T20:57:00.002+08:00

Hi, Extremely exhausted. Only got to sleep 1.5 hours today morning, for Boys' Camp. hahah, the camp was pretty fun lah. Very much reliving my days in NCC also, but it is more of preparing us for NS. At midnight, various teachers shared their NS experience with us. Some were very interesting. From 12+am, they shared till 3+am before we got to sleep. 5am was our PT. That PT was one of the most hell man! Doing 100 over push-ups on the tarred and rocky ground left impressions on my palms, painful. Did 100 over crunches and squats each as well. Lessons went on as usual after the camp. First lesson was Physics lecture and many of us couldn't tolerate the tiredness in us and fell asleep. I was no exception, lol. Throughout the whole day, I felt lethargic but it's okay cos' i did benefit from the camp a lil' somehow.

Anyway, a Korean student joined our class today for his bridging module. His name was Kim Pyung Duk, I think. Hahah, friendly guy. Pretty humourous as well. We had lots of laughter talking to him.

Anyway, I'm really tired now. Had a 3 hours nap but it was not enough to overcome the fatigue in me. Hahha.

That's all, BYEBYE (:

Sucks.

2008-09-30T22:05:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling so insecure now. I'm afraid of receiving bad results. Physics was such a huge impact on me today. I failed Paper 1 as expected. Was damn demoralised. Sigh sigh sigh... I may have to retake Physics promos again? I guess so. So, I gotta start my studying soon again. Thursday will be Boys' Camp in JJ and I'm certain they are not gonna let us bathe, because they asked us to purchase the Snake Powder or we will just DIE. Heard it's gonna go military style. LOL. Bring it on.

Bye.

Everywhere Spells Warmth.

2008-09-29T22:46:00.003+08:00

Hello. Updates.

Had been slackin' at home yesterday, for the whole day doing nothing!

Today school was horrible. First, there was no air-con during our Math lecture. Couldn't really concentrate because LT5 is just freakin' hot. Hahha, we totally couldn't tolerate the heat. Then, at the end of the day, the last lesson was PW lecture at LT5 and the same thing happened! OMG, suffering. Don't know it's bacuse of saving money or it's real that the air-cons were spoilt. LOL. Went home after that and slacked till now! i just feel like resting for now.

Alright, that's all, byebye. :D

The End Sparks Results, Good or Bad.

2008-09-27T23:38:00.003+08:00

Promotional exams had ended. I'm elated but yet, pretty much in distress as well. Hah, maybe cos' I know I will not do well and some of the problems present in my life now. It's all about worries everyday. During promotional exams, I worry for each paper I am going to take. After exams, I worry for the results. Will i retain or not? Did I really put in my best? There are doubts in my mind. About everything that's going on in my life. Not only the exams. I feel greatly vexed at home.

I was alone at home yesterday. Thought about certain things in the past, present and future. Maybe, I'm just so affected by exams that my brains are starting to malfunction. Hah. I'm lost. Really lost. I think I should not elaborate much about it.

Today, went for Taekwondo grading pattern training. Next sunday will be grading. How soon. Hmm, the pattern is quite easy to remember, but I need constant practising to master it. Yeah. After Taekwondo, went to JEC to have lunch with Chu Harn, Anli, Mildred and Hooikim. Had Zingdo! OMG, it has been ages since I last enjoyed the Bibim Bap. Headed over to my house after lunch and played games. CS:S rocks when playing on LAN. Played Basketball after that with Chu Harn, Anli and Jun He inclusive. It was my first time scoring for so many shots. Did physical training after that. Went home, and started to become a loner again. Feel so much like a latchkey kid. But, I enjoyed the peace and felt tranquil. Watched F1 just now, quite fascinating.

Anyway, I'm gonna try and get things right. And all the best in myself for the results and of course, to all my friends pursuing their education goals. Sorry for this post being a little weird. Hahah, I guess blogging is the only avenue for me to type all these and express all these. Hahha, bye.

I hate stress cos' it gave me so many pimples, freak.

Total Stupidity.

2008-09-23T23:03:00.003+08:00

Hi. Don't know what happened to me. Screwed Math. Simple vector sums I could have done and I had mind block at the last moments of the paper. What a fine thing to occur at that time! Just hope to pass. Chemistry and Physics on Thursday and Friday respectively. What can happen again? I just hope to do well by trying my best. LOL. Shawn and Xihong complained that my blog looks like *****'s cos' I keep talking about studies. For now, yeah. Promotional exams ma! hahah.

But well, went to school today for physics consultation with Chu Harn and Anthony. Didn't really understand what Mr Ler said. Just a little bit of understanding here and there. Then headed over to Bukit Batok mac to study Chemistry. Not bad, quite productive.

Hahha, gotta go. Books for life, folks. ._.

it's GREAT having a headache now. hope it subsides soon.

Byebye!

Up till Now.

2008-09-19T23:20:00.004+08:00

Hello. LOL. well, promos.

Sigh, Thursday had General Paper. Essay was not bad I guess. I tried my best for essay. Comprehension was disastrous. LOL. So difficult. Dead. However, I was pretty blessed because I did not have to take Chinese, which was another 3-hour paper. Phew.

Had Economics today. Studied till 1.30am and woke at 6.15am today. I only started revising other chapters ( which was like 8 topics ) at 11+pm because I took almost 6 hours to understand all inflation concepts. It seems like having dyslexia in the night having mind blocks and getting frustrated. OMG, inflation was in essay and it was like a dream come true. LOL. But but but but... I forgot several points. Wah, ASS. And i focused too much on essay, therefore forgone the case-study. I literally rushed through the case-study questions due to lack of time. Luckily i finished on time, though missing many points out I suppose. The whole thing on my mind during Economics paper was "Time is running out, time is running out." How irritating to have a self-speaking mind. HAHAH, dumb.

Alright, after Economics had physics lesson. Met Anli and Chuharn after that to go for haircut. Went hanging around in the Mac near ChuHarn's home after haircut. Chatted and studied a lil'.

Hah, gonna go study now. GoodByee :D Good luck to all my friends for the remaining papers.

A period of suffering can lead to a huge revolution in your life. Trust me. Jiayous. (:

OMG, OMG, OMG.

2008-09-17T00:30:00.008+08:00

hello. went to school today for consultation and studying. realised i have a lot which i don't know. time is running out! time is running out! promos on thursday. I haven't finish all subjects' revision. not enough time ): blame myself for not revising during my spare time. sigh. i feeling uber stressed now. sigh. well, i shall throw myself back into that world of books soon. maybe only coming back after promos to blog? promos end on next friday. it will be hell lot of enjoyment for me then. (:

jiayous people. and good luck. this is but a painful period to undergo.

goodbye. freakin' stressed.

anyway, something nice to share. Crush by David Archutela. some background information of the singer, he is only 17 years old. In May 2008, he became the runner-up on the seventh season of American Idol receiving 44 percent of over 97 million votes. His first single which is this song, Crush, was released in August 2008.

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush

'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Sorry, tags lost.

2008-09-15T01:44:00.003+08:00

Hahah.

zzz, stupid tagboard gone mad and all the messages were gone after i changed the tagboard's style.
Argh, stupid. Back to mugging.

Bye. :D

Headache.

2008-09-14T22:56:00.004+08:00

Hi. updates for my previous days.

Friday, had school. Was lethargic for the whole day due to my 2.30am sleep again. sigh. Had physics extra lessons after school. And S20 was deemed stupid as compared to S** by CKT again. T.T How demoralising! But then again, those words were pretty true. Our physics is ranked like 2nd from the bottom if I'm not wrong. Sad. Although we rose to middle in our cohort, we are still weak after all. So S20, we must work hard no matter how much you detest Physics. After the extra lessons, went to Frontier to do Math ( WTH, again! ) with Choon. Not bad, practised till like 7pm and went home. Slept at 1am.

Yesterday, woke at 9 and reached JE library at 9.35am to meet up with ChuHarn and JunHe to study. Quite productive. Had our ex-NanHuarians classmates to study together. Fine moments. LOL. Went home only at 6? Not bad eh. Went home and started practising Math again. Come to think of it, I had been doing Math for the past 4 days. And i had not touch on any other subjects! OMG, that's shit! ._.

Today, woke at 1.30 pm. I guess it's inevitable cos' I had been sleeping real late everyday and it's just finally that I could sleep-in at home. :D Hmm, it's weird today for I had not been studying much. Slept in the evening again. Sigh. What am I doing?! I guess it's time to "BURN MIDNIGHT OIL " again. I have no more oil supply lah, burn what?! LOL. Oh, by the way, I was studying half-way just now when one flying cockroach appeared right in front of me ( as in quite far away from me but less than a metre ) and I totally jumped! Freaking shit, i hate FLYING cockroaches. Alright, i shall disclose this secret of mine. I hate insects! All this relates to the time when I was still a little boy, and i got stung by a bee when i did not disturb it. It just stung me for nothing and I was innocent. And, you can't blame for being a BOY who is scared of insects because that was such a trauma and it caused me to develop this strong sense of phobia towards all insects. Some things are hard to explain and I have no explanation as to why i can't overcome this phobia of mine, despite the fact that my gender is Male. Hate it. Anyone suggest to me how to overcome it, please? Daddy came to my rescue and subdued the cockroach, woohoo! I should go live in a native village and train up myself to have no fear for insects. T.T

Argh, unhappiness aside. Something worth rejoicing is that there's NO SCHOOL tomorrow.It's study break from Monday to Wednesday. However, the Big Day is on Thursday. Start of promotional examinations! ): Come on, let it end quick and I'm gonna do all the things that I want! KBoxing, Taekwondo, NCC, SLEEP, OMG, SLEEP!, play games, hang around with friends, go shopping, go for outings and gatherings, or even learning how to do B-Boy dancing and work during my holidays, which i doubt so. ( you know, I've been so tired for the whole year and it's only these 2 months for me to enjoy! ) Hah, So many things for my anticipation. Promos, you are such a hindrance and a huge obstacle to overcome! Go away. LOL.

Hahha, got to go now. To those taking exams, jiayous! :D

ByeBye! (:

Life remains stressful.

Consecutive 2 a.m. Nights.

2008-09-12T01:05:00.003+08:00

Hi.

Had lessons till kind of late today. Went Frontier to study with clique and then had dinner in JP. That's about all for today. Oh, yesterday, I mean.

Sighhhhhhhh, I had been sleeping after 2 am since the start of the week. I'm falling sick. Zzz. This is what exams do to you. I'm still doing Math now cos' I'm extremely slow.

Had Muttons to Midnight on 98.7fm to accompany only till midnight everyday. They're freakin' hilarious. Mooncake talks. Hahha.

Sigh, time to continue with Math Math and purely Math. Some questions are pretty difficult. Without solutions, I will just kick the bucket. LOL. I'm practising GP by using an idiom. ._. Zzz, come on. Sian, no more idioms usage lah. Or rather less of it now. All argumentative essays.

Okay, how can i continue typing here?! I gotta do Math. Well as you can see, this is what Math can do to you. Drive you insane.

I'm still sane luh!

Bye. :D

Drained.

2008-09-10T01:47:00.001+08:00

Totally drained. I'm dying soon. Completed GP. Math for now.

Bye.

Sigh, all.

2008-09-08T18:49:00.006+08:00

decided to delete previous post because i hate it. (: anyway, school today was pretty okay. just that... nevermind. oh, during PW lecture was laughing like crazy.

okay now, the promos tension is really building in me. ah!!! bye! =(

wow, what an artistic shot.

lawls. we always do this type of dumb thing.

A Short One.

2008-09-07T00:28:00.003+08:00

Hi people.

Thursday, was "study math" day to prepare for my Math paper. then, Jun He came over to my house and "disturb" me. Okay lah, he helped me with some math cos' he went to collect his phone which went for servicing just nearby my home. LOL. Was unprepared and slept at like 12 am.

Friday, math mock promo. screwed. then, had PW and had lunch at Blk 541 ( if i'm not wrong ) with Choon and Xihong. pw ended pretty late and accompanied Xihong to cut his hair ._. met Chu Harn after that and went to JE library and we called Jun He along. Saw Clement and Sonia mugging there. lol. Studied a lil' and went home.

Today, had Taekwondo in the morning and ate lunch with Taekwondo friends at JP. lol. then went Bugis with Chu Harn and Jun He cos' Chu Harn needed to get his memory card at SL Square. hahha.

Got a lot of stuff to do.

Promos. OMG.

Okay, bye. I hate stress.

Junhe studying hard, while wearing an RJC tee-shirt.

When can I be on this Singapore Flyer? LOL.

So Tough to Live Happily.

2008-09-03T19:28:00.005+08:00

sigh. it's so hard to stay happy. i can't seem to be an obedient boy. that's bad. anyway, i'm really sorry i am an imperfect child in terms of personality. it's hard to compromise, really. =( i'm not trying to be sarcastic here and i have no intention of injecting any sarcasm in this post. it's just words from the heart.

sometimes, this unhappiness makes me really unlike myself. i stay silent and try to enjoy tranquility but it's always broken, so easily. sorry, i'm utterly apologetic. i don't know what to do. i have to deal with this and also examination stress.

stress is getting me to nowhere now. it makes me so frustrated of the books around me that i try to run away from it. i lose focus easily. i hate stress. it makes me turn into someone i don't like, i don't desire. one day, i'm afraid it will be so hard to tolerate any longer. all these. i will try my best to fight them, though.

those hard glares, builds hatred in me. i must simmer down quick. i hate all these. everything. It's okay, people always say time heals everything and remain optimistic. i mean, it will happen, but everything that heals leave something behind. optimism cannot be applied in every aspect of our life. but, i hope it will happen to me that i can forget the past, and let bygones be themselves.

when i get sad, reminiscing occur like flipping pages in my head. all of it just comes back. sorrowful ones, from all elements of my life. i shall put an end to all these nonsense quick and move on. sigh.

i hate stress. it's engulfing me. i hate hatred, it's the bud of evil.

ah, bye.

Random Picture.
remember those golden moments? unforgettable.
NCC Dining-In 07.
Me, Nick, Shannon, Eugene, Nicholas.

Exhausted. Stress. Pimples.

2008-09-03T02:12:00.003+08:00

hi,
i hate pimples. lol, seriously. sigh. i hope there won't be an outbreak soon.

hahah anyway went to school yesterday early at 8am to meet choon and xihong to do our Chemistry tutorial. did a bit and went to SPC to buy breakfast. hahha. bought those puffs again, omg, love them. then had chem lesson till like 10+ close to 11. then forced choon to head down to JEC with me and xihong for lunch. hahha. anyway. wth, had Long John Silver's again. had Treasure Island Meal again. lol. after that choon went home to rest for his tournament which was at 6pm. sigh, he lost. LOL. nevermind, it's okay what! his opponents was some Sports School Manager and ex-national player. hahah went to library with xihong and waited for keming . then my mom called suddenly and told me she was fetching me to bugis. i was O.O then quickly called keming ask him don't come from outram park HAHHA. my sincere apologies to xihong and keming lah. sorry sorry.

went to bugis to shop! omg, once in a blue moon. hahha. not bad, had some really good "harvests". LOL? came home at evening and was super exhausted already. cos i slept at 3.30am yesterday. hahha. omg, i think it's gonna be the same today! HAHHA.

okay, gotta go continue trying my maths mock paper. :D man, stress.

byebyee (:

Hectic.

2008-09-01T23:22:00.003+08:00

What is life becoming into? Gosh. Did PW at Shawn's house today. Had dinner with Choon after that.

Now i'm doing my WR. Cutting words cos there's just too much. I guess every JC student rants about PW everyday, unless they are some freaks who love them. Argh. After doing PW, I still have to do Ionic Equilibrium tutorial to prepare for tomorrow's extra Chemistry lesson. And yeah, please take a glance at the time now. sigh, i shall go and finish all my tasks and sleep asap.

Life's just so hectic now. Promos are also nearing. this means it's the blooming period for pimples. Screw off, pimple manufacturers (in my body)! Get a life and do something better to my face, not spoil it. ASS.

Okay, bye.

Amidst the stress, i needed stress relief. and this are some by-products of my stress relief. :D Enjoy (:

Teachers' Day celebration in school. Some cool guy sat beside me, so scary! Wait, isn't that N.Korea's K.J.I.? hahha, no offence, just a pile of crap. :D

Before Econs lecture in LT1, something spooked us. OMG! look at them. i remained the calmest of all, woohoo! :D

hahha, no offence for all these. just plain entertainment sake. don't blame me, stress forced me :D

Poor Nick Jonas.

2008-08-30T23:27:00.006+08:00

Below is the embed video of Nick Jonas of Jonas Brothers singing A Little Bit Longer. This song is also the name that their new album has. it's written by Nick Jonas himself after knowing that he had contracted Diabetes. He's only 14 years old. Sigh. A super emotional but nice song to listen to. Trust me :D

In case it clashes while playing with my blog song, Burnin' Up, please pause Burnin' Up at the sidebar there >>> and press play from this post. Thanks (:

Lyrics

Got the news today
Doctor said I had to stay
A little bit longer
And I'll be fine
When I thought it'd all been done
When I thought it'd all been said
A little bit longer
And I'll be fine

But you don't know what you got
'Till it's gone
And you don't know what it's like
To feel so low
Everytime you smile or laugh you glow
You don't even know
No no
You don't even know

All this time goes by
Still no reason why
A little bit longer
And I'll be fine
Waitin' on a cure
But none of them are sure
A little bit longer
And I'll be fine

But you don't know what you got
'Till it's gone
And you don't know what it's like
To feel so low
And everytime you smile or laugh you glow
You don't even know
No no
You don't even know
No no

Two, three, four!

Yeah!
And you don't know what you got
'Till it's gone
And you don't know what it's like
To feel so low
And everytime you smile or laugh you glow
You don't even know
No
Yeah
Woah!

[Oooohhh]

So I wait 'till kingdom come
All the highs and lows are gone
A little bit longer
And I'll be fine
I'll be
Fine

[Additonal lyrics]

So I'm finally here today
You've touched me here today
And I wish that I could stay
A little bit longer
And I will be fine

Miss Those Good Old Times.

2008-08-30T21:40:00.006+08:00

Hello everyone. sorry for not updating for so long. hahha, busy.

Okay i shall update for this week.

Monday, was okay i think? hahah but me and choon, shawn, keming and xihong had tons of fun in LT1 before the lecture started. it was party time for us again. lol, did all the things we like. blasting music over the microphones, me singing a lil' of "I'm Yours" into the mic for entertainment. LOL! and we took photos. hahha, shh... it was only for fun. we shan't do that next time, okay? :D

Tuesday, had PC. argh. as usual, i had the fear of being tau-poked again. zzz... screw them! :P i can't remeber much. except that my phone was in need of treatment cos the keypads are hurt. LOL, okay, sorry a bit lame. ._. I went to Sony Ericsson service centre to sent it for repair. Luckily the service centre is within walking distance from my home. hahha anyway, the keypad were spoilt, can't sms! lol.

Wednesday had PC again, played soccer. woohoo! it was fun. hahha i had never played soccer for a long time. hahha sort of makes me remember those times when i played with my classmates in primary school. HAHAH.

Thursday, was pretty sian i remember. I got tau-poked at least 5 times before my civics class. (WTH?) thanks to those GOOD brothers of mine. LOL asses! so after waiting for 2 days, my phone was ready for collection. choon and keming accompanied me to Sony Ericsson service centre to collect my phone from after servicing and it works brilliantly now. yay! and thanks to choon and keming for accompanying me lah, they after school got nothing better to do. HAHAH! okay okay, JOKING. head opposite the service centre to IMM and had my dinner with them after collecting my phone. had Long John Silver's. hahha it's been a long time since i visited Long John. Hmm, the what island meal is pretty nice. Strolled in IMM for a while and went home.

Hah, Friday! Teachers' Day celebration in school. the school hall was basically laid out in some restaurant style. LOL. there was like 10 stalls that provides free food for us. That was the best part. the concert was not bad as well. hahha, but not many people were concentrating on the concert. Many were busy eating. HAHHA. eh, don't think i am one of them, okay. cos i'm watched the concert and ate at the same time :D After that went back to Nan Hua with my fellow NanHuarians. lol, at the gate, the security guard was tricked my chuharn. chuharn told him that we are from Hwa Chong and he actually believed him. HAHAH, OMG. guess the first thing i did with chuharn and anli? Visit the toilet! lol, they missed Nan Hua toilets alot. sigh, nothing to say. Nan Hua toilets are really way better! First, it smells nice. Second, it's not filthy. And Third, it's super spacious. Fourth it has plants in it to beautify it. HAHAH it is a total contrast to __ toilets. (I don't have to say which toilet is the contrasting one lah uh?) :D Hmm, after that went to hall to watch the performance. haha, i think the b-boy item was really good. danced very well! (: then saw some teachers and chatted with them. met up with the others in the canteen. wow, many have changed. :D hahha. but some remains the same. went over to Bukit Timah to play badminton with some while the others went for their usual hideout, LAN gaming. lols. had real loads of fun with them lah. (: And that marks the end of friday.

Well, today went to school in the morning for taekwondo to learn the yellow belt grading pattern. HAHAH. quite easy to memorise. then head over to the Macdonalds near school with taekwondo people. lol. then we went to JP to waste time. lol. went home in the afternoon and slept till evening. HAHA, tired!

Promos are nearing like some Ferrari speeding into me. i am so afraid of it.

Oh, and i forgot to post photos. Post it now then.

Byes. Enjoy Life :D

08S20 Sentosa Outing 110808!

Group photo in the water.

LOL. Xihong and me.

Jump! Take a look at my face! OMG.

OMG, my face! why is it like that?!

Haha, added some description to this photo because everyone has a unique look. No offence! LOL.

Yay! JUMP :D

Boring Weekend. Typical Schoolday.

2008-08-18T21:30:00.005+08:00

Hi, all!

I guess this post will be full of random stuff. Zzz...

Okay first, my blog song is Burnin' Up from Jonas Brothers. It's their new single. They simply rock. :D and i added my personality column at the side panel. hah, it's kinda crap but it is still accurate to a certain degree luh. :X

Last friday, i forgot to add in one thing. During lectures, i had so much fun cos me, shawn, keming, choon and xihong were bored. so, we took orange star-shaped stickers and started sticking at people's back without them aware of it. OMG, and xihong was sabo-ed once and he went to the toilet with the star on his back. Guess what? one of the lecture blocks saw it, HAHAH! WOOHOO! then the most funny was Eric. WTH. We sticked on his back and he scratched for a while. Then, we thought he already knew. However, for some reason, he did not realise it. HAHAH! we took some photos of the people who were sabo-ed. i know it was kind of evil, but nevertheless, IT WAS FUN! :D HA, SORRY!

Hmm, didn't do much last weekend. stayed at home for the whole day. sigh. sunday went out for dinner that's all. argh.

Promos are really coming fast and I'm restless. In other words, I haven't really studied much. i'm scared.

Anyway, school was okay today. had so many breaks. in between each lesson, i have at least a half-hour break. zzz.

Xihong introduced me the school's curry noodles and it's freaking HOT. Gosh, don't ask me to eat it again! it almost made me cry. HAHAH.

Oh, and 08S20, this morning i got class outing photos from Eugene today. will pass the disc around tomorrow (:

Well, recently, i had been listening to Metro Station songs a lot and I think they are pretty good, actually. "Shake It!" :D

Sorry i didn't post pictures in my last post. No time and nothing much to post. Class outing photos, hmm, maybe soon?

LOL. omg, i needa go do maths soon! type again tomorrow maybe?

Pictures tomorrow!

BYE! :D

LOL.

2008-08-15T17:48:00.002+08:00

Hey people.

Okay, updates for this week.

Monday, went for 08S20 class outing. Sentosa. Lols. Pretty enjoyable. I got bullied like "siao". played beach ball games, monkey in the water and even WWE in water. Oh, the WWE part is all thanks to Choon, Xihong, Yong Meng, Keming and Dominic. Gosh. i got "tau-poked" so many times too luh. It has got to be me, always just, ME. Hahha, nevermind, as long as everyone had fun. Anyway, i got sunburnt. Zzzzz... i get sunburnt very easily. Argh. After Sentosa, went to Vivo for lunch/dinner. Hahha, had Carl's Jr. I was so full after it. You know, free flow of drinks, lol.

Tuesday, was just typical school day and I went home at 1 pm. Super guai.

Wednesday, went for Taekwondo after school. Learnt back hook. very difficult to execute. Hahha! Okay, i'm noob. Then had speed training, Exhausting but fun (:

Thursday, had lessons all the way to 4 pm. Had GP AQ test and i'm bloody screwed for it. Then slacked around in school for a while before mom and bro came to fetch me to roam to somewhere. Toh Yi Drive, that is? to collect bro's bursary. so good!

Today, hahah, class was quite fun. before GP lesson i got shocked by Jason shouting "tau-pok!" at me. Wah, please. Don't say "tau-pok", this word in front of me. I will just run as fast as i can. got back Gp common test results and i'm not really satisfied with it. only did better in Paper 1 but not Paper 2. Crap. GP, my only better subject. Lol. Nevermind, Promos! -.- Anyway, went to have lunch with Choon and Xihong. Keming couldn't join us because he has private badminton training. Had Pizza Hut with them at JP. hahah, it's been long since i went Pizze Hut. miss the Curry Zazzle baked rice. Hahha, roam around and went home after that.

Well well. Okay, i'm really not at ease now. Promos are nearing. Sigh.

Anyway, i will post some pictures later bah, cya! :D

Hello, I'm Here Again.

2008-08-10T20:56:00.008+08:00

Hello everyone!

above is the my edited Masterpiece. Nice? I drew it and digitalised using computer, okay. :P Its called "Rocker of Econs". refer to previous post to know why I gave it the name. LOL (: -.-

Hahah, just a brief post.

On friday, celebrated one hour for national day only! LOL. At 9+ a.m., we were released. Anyway, i was the flag bearer for the national flag. Damn nervous. What's worse was those people keep saying, "Wah! Dixon leh!" zzz. During rehearsals, friends kept disturbing me! ARGH. But it was only for fun luh (: Nevermind. Then, after school, Melissa wanted to take picture with me in my uniform but i had already changed out. Hahah! SORRY MEL, next time! :D got cupcakes from the school as a gift. hahha, they taste like sugar. ._.

Went to JP to hang out a lil' with Anli, Keming and Yongmeng. wandered around aimlessly for long and settled in Mos Burger for lunch. it was Yummy ;D went home and slacked all the way through.

Yesterday morning went to Shawn's house do PW. Then, went to West Mall for lunch with Choon. Saw bro at lunch also. hahah. then stroll a while and went home to slack.

Woke up uber late today and i'm feeling lethargic all over. Sigh. Don't get it, I slept so much. zzz.

Class outing tomorrow. Should I go? LOL, okay, i should be going unless something crops up.

Random: I love the Nissan GTR my uncle bought. Singapore only has less than 5 of them? And it's, omg, brilliant.
I love JabbaWockeeZ, simply nice.

Okay now, buhbye.

Some random pictures and recent ones posted :D

April debate during GP.

The Pro speaks. Okay, joking.

Nissan GTR. Awesome, uh?

The GTR Label.

The cupcakes given on Friday.

Mos Burger :D

Heart Attack.

2008-08-01T22:25:00.003+08:00

Note: Don't be surprised if disappear because of heart attack one day. Cause I'm easily startled.

Hi,

Anyway, class was pretty fun today. Played PSP like there's no tomorrow.
Hahha! Virtual Tennis 3, dudes!

After school had Econs lecture. Pretty hilarious because everyone was damn high, looking at our new lecturer for the day. Damn evil.

Hahha! After lecture S20 dudes and I went to join S21 peeps for or some Frisby play. It was fun. HOWEVER, I got tau-poked by them for 3 times on the field. WTH, always get tau-poked. ARGH. lol, but it was fun luh. But one day I will vomit blood due to tau-pok and then lay dead on the floor. LOL.

Then went to canteen and continued my PSP craze with Choon. HAHAH. we had planned to study. (i will, tomorrow) We were bored and eventually, went to the hall to play Badminton with Xihong, Jason and Fengru! Fun!

Mum and Bro came to fetch me for dinner after that. Wow.

Have to study tomorrow! Can't go for gym. Sorry Haresh and Xihong! :S

Post pictures when i have time.

BYEBYE.

Sigh.

2008-07-29T22:56:00.006+08:00

Hellos.

Things ain't going too well. Failing tests and all. I wanna stop. It's all up to Promos now.

Life has never spare painless moments for us, accept it. It's hard, though.

Very long since I posted uh? Hahha, so busy. Only have some time to rest this week. After that, it's preparation for Promos, i guess?

Jiayous to everyone, be it Polytechnic or JCs students. Let's strive (:

GOODBYE. Pictures.

This is Art :D

Samsung Omnia.

Nice right? Not mine. My brother is a part-time Samsung promoter! Hahah!

Crippled man had photographical phobia. It was Trilympics at Toa Payoh! Enjoyed :D

Toa Payoh Town at 2am. OMG, spooky.

This is what we do at LT when there's no one. It's Party Time. (:

My masterpiece during Econs lessons. I do this to keep myself awake. I listen to the lecturer too! :D

The Last Thing On My Mind.

2008-07-03T21:34:00.003+08:00

Physics Paper 1 was disastrous.

Hah, shit.

The very last thing on my mind is to be retained this year.

If i get retain, i don't know how am i gonna carry on with life.

Anyway, I missed my promotion to C/2LT, due to some screw-ups.

Nevermind.

Ah, bye.

Conclusion: Life Sucks.

Solutons: Just carry on Fighting.

Yeah, some random photos to spice up a lil'.

Look forward to driving it.

Love it.

Spot me dudes, it was during cousin's wedding.

Screwed. Totally.

2008-07-01T22:41:00.003+08:00

Hello,

I screwed Economics yesterday. ( I think )

I screwed Physics Paper 2 today.

Thursday will be Paper 1.

Must get full marks (:

You think it's easy?

No!

Okay, Bye.

Sigh.

Things becoming less like Cup of Tea.

More!

2008-06-29T01:11:00.005+08:00

i decided to post more pics since blogger allows me to do so now. :D

OMG, did i say i wanted to study. SHIT! gogogo!

me, wilson and kuanming at og18 outing.

PAE JJC 0g18! :D

once, again act seh. carry guitar. LOL! kuanming is gay.

cool (:

hahha, my stupid face during my bday.

shocked to the max. but really ELATED!

fish & co.'s present for me, ice cream! :D

fish & co. did me this card too.

hahah! xihong, me and choon at 08S20 gathering.

wah! i got bullied! ass!

Just Study.

2008-06-29T00:21:00.004+08:00

First of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEY! have fun for your birthday and dont emo. HAHAH.

alright, i need to study. please. i have to keep telling myself. okay, shit it.

let's off my comp soon and get to work :D

BUHBYE! (:

some random pics.

random pic on bus in malaysia.

hasiff, jonathan and me during SPEC Course in SISPEC (:

birthday celebration for me and daddy's bday on 110608.

hahha, omg, dad's face. okay, mine no better.

at fish and co. on my bday! got sabo-ed! but i was stunned and happy!!! thanks to nick tracy and fang :D
-100608

act seh, play guitar. actually, i know nuts! :D

poor little bird we found in school.

08S20 at CKT condo :D

malaysia trip during hols. shopping!

me and baby nephew in malaysia. miss him! he's super duper cute, u have to agree.

Judgement.

2008-06-28T20:39:00.003+08:00

Do I look like come cheerful chap? Maybe.

Am I one? No.

Storms form quickly and easily. Can it ever be cleared, in my very own sky? Doubtful.

Scars are permanent.

At times, it's just so hard to please people.

And I have long lost the ability to do so.

What is everything becoming?

Can someone enlighten me?

MY BIRTHDAY!

2008-06-10T00:15:00.001+08:00

woohoo its june 10th my birthday!!! OMGOMG so happy ((: anyway will talk about my malaysia trip tomorrow luh. cya tmr :DD

Boring Life.

2008-06-07T23:48:00.002+08:00

hello people, its so boring at home today. had been slacking cos i don't feel like studying and i'm going out of country tomorrow for leisure. LOL. going malaysia. (: visit relatives and shop. don't be mistaken i'm purely singaporean just that some relatives are based there somehow. hahha.

well, lets talk about yesterday, i went to school for econs lecture for test failures. i didn't fail but i knew i had to go because i didn't pass well as well ): but during econs lecture i was too tired partly because i didn't have enough sleep after my camp ): and i slept for a lil' while. SORRY! but anyway, after lecture went to have lunch nearby JJ after doing PW.

as for today. nothing to talk about. just that i slept till 1.30pm and found out that keming and xihong had called me many times to ask if i wanna join them at JEC for fun. hahah sorry!

ARGH. its so boring when i stay at home. but i don't feel like going out as well. HAHAH. hope it will be fun in malaysia though. got a baby over there to look forward to. its really a baby by the way. not some sweet quotes. LOL. okay random. will be back on monday night! so cya! :D blogger just refuses to let me post pictures and my blog looks so so so boring without pictures. right?

BYE!

smiles, people =)

NCC Specialists' Course 08 Phase 2

2008-06-06T00:07:00.002+08:00

Well well, hi everyone. i'm totally K.O-ed. HAHA, today i just came back from Specialists' Course held in SISPEC in Pasir Laba Camp. i was assigned APC for Alpha 2! a great experience. PC for Alpha 2 was C/LTA Jonathan and another APC is my batchmate for Cadet Officers' Course, C/OFFR Hasiff. I certainly picked up alot of skills and knowledge from them. We, as APCs were juniors to the PC and their job is not only to guide the platoon but also guide us on how to teach our platoon as well. I must say Jonathan had done a great job in doing so. In fact, he's one of the most professional CLT i had ever seen when he handles the rifle. you must see to believe! (: Hasiff was of a great help as well! Appreciate them! Haha.

Hmm, regarding the cadets in my platoon. Most of them show great initiative. I must say though, there was a fierce competition going on! but competition leads someone to push him or herself to the limits and strive for his or her goals with greater ability. no matter what rank they had gotten, be it 2nd or 3rd sergeant, i wanna congratulate them! because i wasn't there for their graduation. SORRY! anyway, i have some interesting cadets as well. Some are really... ahem. Super Gay! (joking) but, someone wrote in his appraisal for us, PCs, something that its hard to imagine and its stunned me. relate back to the "Super Gay" in front and guess lah. LOL. and another cadet scared the hell out of me when he said he want me to sleep beside him for the last night because i will be leaving early today! it was a shock of my life man! SCARY. nowadays... boys ar... aiyo... Hahah, of course i know they were just joking luh! nevermind, I'm okay with it (: I must also compliment female cadets for their ZAI-ness during this course. even though they aint boys, some of them are even on par in standards with the boys and i think that's great.

The more senior cadet lieutenants in the Spec Course brighten up my day every time with their jokes and experiences. hahah! especially jiayong, always doing those funny actions. make me totally laugh my head off. recalling yesterday, something unpleasant happened during the late night. some cadets caused problems for us. shan't say in detail. but, we officers ended up sleeping real late and some did not even have time to sleep at all. i was lucky enough to catch 2 hours of sleep. however, days of taking naps as my sleep every night really made me exhausted. i apologise for my zombie-like behaviour today during econs presentation! i was simply too tired! SORRY! hmm, another interesting thing that the seniors said was that they kept saying that i look more like a cadet than an officer! OMG! hahah. i know i look like a kiddo. LOL, i'm okay with the comments, totally! well, at least its better to be told u look younger than to be told u look old. HAHHA! :P Overall i/c for the camp, C/LTA Maran kept saying "you're my cadet! why are u wearing this rank!". LOL, it is so fun joking around with them during our free time when the cadets were asleep! it had never occurred to me that being a CLT can be so enjoyable at times (: thanks to them! :D

hah, for 4 days and 3 nights since 2nd june, i had been booking in and out of camp to attend lectures in school. it was tiring! but i find it worth to do so, because i get to learn more in my studies and also in NCC! :D yay! tomorrow i shall go for the extra econs lesson. i think i need to brush up in my essay writing skills cause i know nuts about it! bad bad.

OMG, its late, its gonna be hell if someone wakes up due to me! that's all goodbye ;D

Hah.

2008-05-31T00:01:00.000+08:00

hello!

Today, went to school for maths remedial at 10 am! met keming in the canteen. did my binomial tutorials. finally getting my hand on it, yay. i'm so happy although i hadn't finish the whole tutorial. i'll try to finish them tomorrow? i have no time left for the entire next week cos i'm going for specialists' course at SISPEC. gosh, imagine booking in after lectures and out for lectures again and again over 4 days. 2nd to 5th june will be so busy :( back to today, after remedial went out to eat with keming and then met choon and sin at gekpoh shopping centre to have fun. chatted and hung around at mac too. after that went to library to study a lil'.

Hahah, anyway i got to go i guess. not a bad day. just a lil' emo now. thinking about the remarks people passed today and stuff. nevermind, forget it and don't take it to heart is what i should do! :D hahaha! goodbyeee! ;D

Accumulated Too Much.

2008-05-29T21:38:00.005+08:00

Hello, long time no see! i'm gonna keep this post a short one. can't really remember a lot of stuff. alright, this sucks. i cant upload images onto blogger. argh.

19 May, Monday
Vesak Day spent at vivo studying with friends. alright they were zhepeng, bernadette and mildred. shopped around for present for their (zhepeng and bernie's) friend. lol. was fun (: at least i studied. and finished my GP essay. went home and started to get on with my chemistry. it was a disaster. too difficult for me to understand everything ):

20 May, Tuesday
School was boring and was rather down. had chemistry test which i think i won't do very well? hmm, forgot to bring my completed GP essay to school for checking and so, was punished to stand behind the class to do one more essay. Moreover, tests results were bad. Sian. i hate it. But i was cheered up when someone brightened up my day (: bernadette gave me kinda bueno chocolates! :D THANK YOU loads! although i'm sick, stil coughing, i appreciate it. after school, went back to nanhua with those dudes who had not collected their certificates and went home real late cos the General Office was screwed up. lol.

21 May, Wednesday
school was equally boring i guess? decided to repay someone's kindness! bought chocolates for bernadette cos she was having a bad stomach too. (: oh! erm, there was dance committee elections? dionne became the president! anli became executive quarter master and i became chief treasurer. zhepeng is in my committee! yay! and chuharn and juehan is in anli's committee. :D after elections played basketball with anli. it was sweet after that though. not a bad day i think? :D

22 May, Thursday
kind of forgot what had happened. but remember hongyang performed during civics. nice man! hahah.

23 May, Friday
last day of school! had GP essay test and another test.mom and bro fetched me for dinner after school. at 7pm, went back to school and crashed LINE camp night! it was fun. mass danced with bannister leader partner, bernadette! (: had chicken dance and it was havoc! fun. song singing and chian lim was there. wow song singing with him as fun man! went to the field and gazed at the stars. laid there and it felt really nice looking up at the night sky with all the stars glittering! stayed in school till very late chatting with friends (:

24 May, Saturday
International Yoga Conference in school! it was ENRICHING. hahha! went to play LAN with keming and choon at gek poh shopping centre! :) very fun. was owned by kids. but eventually we owned them MUAHAHAHAHA ;DDDD fun! then after that went to jurong point to shop a lil' with keming and went home.

25 May, Sunday
OG 18 gathering was fun. played bowling and pool. picture speaks a thousand words but i cant post images! STUPID! but i must say i loved that day and enjoyed it alot (:

26 May, Monday
went to school. had banni leaders house council interview. HAHAH. then went for math remedial. after that, due to negative peer influence, i went to play LAN again! with xihong, keming and choonguan. omg it was really fun.then went to je library to study with keming. hahha! and went home!

27 May, Tuesday
went library to study with bernie! helped her with chinese cos she needed my help. hahha.

28 May, Wednesday
went to school to have math remedial again. cos i just dont understand binomial. then in the evening went to civics tutor's condo, palm gardens to have 08S20 class gathering! guess what? there's only 7 persons! had bowling and pool. hahha ate pizza hut pizzas and kfc. shared ghost stories and bonded. jianyun came too at the end. camwhored and after that, we went to lot 1 mac to talk "cock", then went home! woohoo! enjoyed my day!

29 May, Thursday
went to uncle's new house after fetching grandparents. then headed for bukit timah for dinner! nice food! :D headed home and just came home from IMM cos bro wanted to get his new phone! but, he forgot to bring his USB cable for the trade-in and thus had to buy tomorrow!

Overall, i had an eventful week. Tomorrow i'm going school for binomial theorem lessons again! its a repetition for the third time! HAHAHA if i dont understand i will kill myself. Cya again! :DD will try to upload images again ((: GOODBYE!

Bannister Camp and Sports Meet.

2008-05-17T11:42:00.003+08:00

HELLO! after a week i finally have time to blog. had been real busy these days. from last Wednesday, i had tests everyday till this Wednesday. 6 tests. how stressful. and this coming week, there's 3 tests as well! Tuesday will be chemistry, Friday will be economics and GP. sian...

Thursday had Bannister camp. was the gamer and my station was so boring. LOL! it was quite fun nevertheless during song singing. there was even sushi for us at night as supper! the sushi were nice (: okay, then yesterday came sports meet. Bannister house cheered alot! we won the Cheering Champions Title! yay, we cheered alot and it was all paid off ;DD hahha, but overall we came in third. its okay. I participated in the Fartlek Boys event. i didn't have chance to run during secondary school at all! for 4 years, i was marshal for sports day in Nan Hua. Fartlek event requires runners to carry a 5kg medicine ball to run 200m. i was not confident at all and did not want to participate. but keming urged me to do so. and so, i did, with him and about 10 other j1 boys. We were told that Bannister house did not have enough people to participate for the event. so we volunteered ourselves. after that, they wanted j2s to run instead, cos it was their last year in college. so 10 other boys backed out, leaving me and keming. then keming exchanged his number and eventually i became the only j1 to run for the Fartlek events ._. LOL, all the houses mostly consists of j2 boys for the event. my number was 32. when the medicine ball came to me i ran as fast as i could but i lost to the no. 32 bikila runner. he was so fast. it was close. bannister was first, but i caused them to lose the first place, OMG! hai, the event ended with bannister taking the 2nd place. i heard from xihong that the bikila runner no.32 bikila runner was from track and field and rugby. but, i must say, i did try my best la. the 5kg ball was like dragging my body down luh. After that, accompanied anli as he wanted to play LAN at e gaming. watched him played CS : Source. anli is pro! hahha, i sat there watching him play cos i did not wanna play and had no mood to do so cos after the run, i had leg cramps and all that. zzz... Weak.

Talking about weak, i find myself becoming more and more Weak recently. keep falling sick. i'm so ill today. i woke up having extreme serious flu and infinite amount of phlegm, yucks. Oh, and my NAPFA test was a great disappointment. i seriously need to train for SBJ. i got an E for it. others i had A,A,B and B. i'm really very "suay" cos i almost got A for pull up if i did one more, and i almost got A for sit and reach it i had stretched one more cm. zzzz..... i'm gonna get a retest for SBJ soon! and i haven take my 2.4km run. must score well so that i wont suffer in future. if i get bronze i will have to serve more for NS! i don't want! LOLS.

Hope everyone will jiayous for studies, yea!

Thats all, byebye :D

My Weekend.

2008-05-11T14:19:00.003+08:00

Haha, yesterday went to watch Talentime 08. Find it kind of nice actually (: there weren't alot of people who went la. but was quite happy to see 406 classmates there. Well, most performances were spectacular. lol, and congrats to seniors Sizzling Sense for achieving champions in Dance Category! Real tired today. cant even wake up. had Bannister Leaders' Camp on friday and Saturday. super tiring. only slept 3 hours. cos i chatted alot with keming till bout 3 am :x and we even studied maths! the camp was really fun luh. enjoyed it and got to know new friends as well :D Thats all, and i'm having physics quiz on measurements, kinematics, dynamics and forces tomorrow! hai... so tired but gotta study later.

thats all! byebye (: will post photos when i have time!

Boring.

2008-05-04T21:25:00.002+08:00

Here to blog once again. lets talk about what I did today. hmm, early morning at 10am i went to the nearby clinic to consult doctor. waited very long before my turn came cause there were too many people around. I guess more and more people are getting ill these days. hahah ate breakfast and played Pokemon on my phone while waiting for my turn. Pokemon on phone is so fun luh, cannot resist. okay, random. then i went home and studied a little before taking a nap after eating medicine which caused me to be unable to concentrate well. argh.

Okay, spotlight on this paragraph. due to my "Beng" hairstyle, mom insists that i go and cut it again. and so i did, after my nap. went to a barber this time. and guess what? OMG, my hair is SUPER UBER SHORT NOW. *bang my head, jump up and down in frustration and smash my hands on the ground* sian... i wonder how i am going to face people tomorrow with my YET ANOTHER NEW hairstyle. shit!!! i told Xihong and he said he's gonna laugh his ass of me tomorrow! NVM. hope it will grow long at a fast speed.

Well, thats about what i did today. Blogger simply does not allow me to post photos anymore. For now, its those boring words you see then. hahah! Sorry! Goodbye people (:

After Approximately 3 Weeks.

2008-05-03T22:44:00.010+08:00

Okay, stop bugging me to blog dudes!!! I'm here to blog, after such a long time. Hahah! Well, I think I should just type out some recent updates of myself for this post in point form. First paragraph for today and others are recent stuff.

- Today early morning, went to Shawn's house to do our PW GPP.
- We boys were too early and the girls came late. Had to wait for them before starting work.
- I admit that i slacked.
- But, it was inevitable. :x
- I was very restless today.
- Shawn is wealthiest man on earth. Kidding.
- He got many fish tanks at home.
- He got a cozy room.
- I'm amazed that he has the Most Talented Muay Thai Award.
- He is damn kind to treat lunch at his home. Thank you, Shawn.
- I went to Ngee Ann Polytechnic Kismis Field for the NPNCC BBQ Gathering for Cadet Officers.
- Hmm, had some food and beverages after i reached at 1730hrs to meet Nick at his school.
- Sholihin and Clement were like complaining to me that my last post was March 12, hinting me to blog.
- Then, played basketball till 2000hrs and left.
- Apologise to everyone for leaving early! So sorry.
- Daddy came to fetch me to West Mall for dinner.
- Looked for my brother who was working at the M1 shop.
- Its so fun working there, shall try it during my year-end holidays or what :D

- I joined Modern Dance as CCA to learn Hip Hop Dancing. (Tentative)
- Dance seniors are very nice to us, J1s.
- Want to thank them. Thank you!
- I joined JJ Talentime 08 for Dance Group Category with my fellow Nan Hua, Fairfield and Commonwealth dudes.
- Luke knows a lot of cool stunts.
- I thank them for their cooperation.
- We made it to Talentime semi-finals and withdrawn due to some issues.
- I'm a little disappointed but it's okay.

- I find JabbaWockeeZ's and Kaba Modern (America's Best Dance Crew Competition) style of dancing very innovative and cool.
- They dance with precision and that looks amazing.
- I self-learnt to mix music (basics) when i joined Talentime.
- I watched the semi-finals even though i withdrawn from the competition.
- It was quite spectacular.

- I am not improving much in my academics area. Shall buck up.
- I think my 08S20 classmates are pretty humourous.
- Miss Wong said i looked like I'm from ACS, (O.O)
- I speak more English in JC due to having a potato friend (Shawn).
- Shawn craps a lot, seriously.
- He is my PW Group Leader, shit.
- The previous three points are jokes.
- I miss Nan Hua food.
- I find it hard to find time for NCC trainings in Nan Hua.
- I want to work harder but lack motivation.

- I recently had a new hairstyle.
- It's the first time I'm cutting my hair in this style.
- My mom insists that i look Beng in my current hairstyle.
- Hairstyle was cut by a hairstylist introduced by my Civics Tutor, Mr Tan.
- I may have to visit a barber soon to avoid being Beng anymore.
- Personally, I find my hairstyle a little weird at times, though.
- But at times, i think it looks okay.

- NAPFA test is coming.
- I want to try my best for it.
- I think i need to continue losing weight.
- I think my standing broad jump needs some guidance.
- I hope NAPFA will turn out easy.

- I'm currently very ill.
- Cough, Influenza.
- Hate phlegms.
- Want to get well asap.

- Cleared my NCC probation recently, after meeting the criteria of the Range.
- Super happy that i can be promoted in June.
- I want to have the chance to work with the 55th batch of Officers.
- I'm deciding whether to join the June Cadet Specialist Course as instructor.
- There are two phases for the course.
- My birthday falls in the later phase.
- I don't wish to spend my birthday in an army camp when I'm not even serving NS yet.
- I will love to visit SISPEC again, though.

- Need to find time to study with Jun He and Chu Harn again.
- Hope it will be soon.

- I think the song, Rockstar, by Nickelback, is pretty nice, although it's old.
- I think the song, Qi Dai Ai, by JJ Lin and Jin Sha, is very nice.
- I want to watch Iron Man movie, soon.

Yea, thats it for now. Some stuff mentioned are random. Will try to blog again when i have time. Byebye. ;D

Finally.

2008-03-12T18:02:00.021+08:00

hey people i'm here to blog again! hahha. after so long, FINALLY have some time and mood to blog (: shall talk about some ofr the more interesting stuff that happened recently.

8th March ( JJC Orientation 2 Leaders' Sentosa Outing )

omg this outing was certainly enjoyable! at 11+ met up with buddy and took bus 188 to habourfront together to meet the other leaders at the mrt station. reached there and only 2 persons were there ._. damien and yongkiong. but later, more people came and we went off to Banquet in Vivo for lunch. ordered that stupid idiotic spicy and hot tom yam soup which made me cry because its just to hot to handle. zzzz... okay fine i really cant take extreme spicy food. then we hopped on the monorail and made our trip to sentosa! xD few other families' leaders were already there waiting for us. took some photos and in the process my cap got stolen by melissa and then passed around, lol. went to the beach and we started playing the volleyball that raymond brought. hahha i'm truly a noob at playing ball games. in the midst, the girls were thrown one by one into the cold waters by the beach, hahha poor things!

gosh, then came captain's ball. another ball game ._. splitted ourselves into two groups and i was in team 1. most of the time doing nothing. lol! then we buried wilson in sand and drew out 8 packs,chest and even the thing below, OMG its damn sick and gross! ohh then we rested and played Cling! it was real fun but i ran like crazy trying to catch people ._. finally caught CHARMANDER (wanting). (; then me and buddy rested at somewhere that was close to our belongings. sat there, stoning. lols then some strangers were singing happy birthday songs to their friends and we leaders joined in too and was therefore offered a piece of the birthday cake each! how nice of those people, which i think are university undergraduates. wish to be like them one day ):

then we had MASS DANCE! hahah i had always looked forward to mass dance cos its just too fun! and i'm always blur but i really enjoy dancing together with a huge number of people! :D but but but, due to the shortage of girls my partner became a guy ._. wilson ._. then jie heng ._. all the way only boy partners ( WTH ) ._. one of the passers-by even tried grooving to the beat with us luh, so enthusiastic! during mass dance, me and wilson took turns to play the role of the girl and its freaking irritating when i have to turn and turn and turn and TURN and TURN and damn, keep TURNING! -.- then we took alot of photos as a whole luh. the photos are below (: then went Vivo for dinner again at Food Republic and went home with daojun thereafter.

10th March ( Study + Crashing JJ LINE Camp)

hahha morning met up with buddies junhe and daojun. they don't know each other. but i think we can all get along very well! i went to JEC kfc to meet junhe at 11+ and then daojun came to meet us. after that we went to library to study. was copying notes halfway when some stupid, idiotic, brainless, unknown creature popped out and asked me why i put a pack of candies on the table and if i knew libraries don't allow any food! zzz... i thought 4th floor allow means it applies to every floor mah! next time write on the walls of other floors and tell us la! come on. then shannon, daojun's friend came to join us. then saw dawn and her friends. omg, she's so hardworking! :x hah, then at 3+ me and daojun changed into bikila tee and went to jj to crash LINE Camp! was pretty fun. LGLs needed alot of help. Chuharn's LG 14 was the primary schools one and the kids looked damn cute! :D hahha then helped around and had a lil' fun and then went to jurong west to buy my stuff and went home! :D

11th March ( 6i'03 Movie Outing 2008 )

Muahhaha... met buddy, kenneth at the bus stop just nearby our homes at around 10am although we are supposed to reach JE mrt station at 10am. then went on to meet the others at JE mrt station. after a while, we set off cineleisure for movie. ARGH. got forced to watch meet the spartans again!!! its darn lame. wanted to watch L ): hahah but nevermind! they ate lunch but i didn't and we went for movie at 1215pm. after watching the movie for the 2nd time (it applies only to me), we went to the arcade at dhoby ghaut mrt station and then to pc bunk. envy those pros in maple and audition. )): okay, cut the crap. then waited for dawn tan to come. me and jingyu wanted to go fetch her but i called her instead and she was at plaza sing. hahah, she cant find her way to pc bunk and so, all of us went to plaza sing to meet her. we stood at a bus stop for damn long deciding where to go and then we went to paradis for pool. it was troublesome getting there. have to brave the rain and all, LOL. teamed up with dawn for pool through ou ya peh ya som. ._. hahah lost 4 consecutive matches cos we are both noobs in pool! sad T.T ended up we decided to just stop and stick to playing PSPs by ourselves. haha, and i kept winning in the gundam seed game against her, how fun! felt a sense of achievement, yay dawn lost all the way! ;P hmm, after pool we went to plaza sing kfc for dinner. i didn't eat again. hahah! then took photos and went home. the outing was pretty fun lah! hope to see 6i again soon! :D

12th March ( Endorsement of External CCA Form in HQNCC + Stoning at Home )

tiring.... woke up at 8am to meet fangqi, isa and gordon to head down to HQNCC in yio chu kang again to endorse our external cca form to hand in to JJ. sian went there and found major gary and he helped us endorsed. had nothing to do so went to see the ongoing supernumerary course in HQ. hahha! saw sholihin and hazwin as the trainees and felt damn weird but funny! hmm, then went to find tracy and nick and chatted a lil while cos they were busy. hahah. hmm then went home. and darn, today's such an unlucky day for me. on the mrt, isa suddenly noticed something crawling on my back. guess what? it was a caterpillar! i was like !@#%$*(%(*&^)@^$!#^@$#@(!*@+_@!* !!!!!! i hate bugs! then isa flicked it off and the caterpillar continued crawling on the floor avoiding people from stepping on it. and it survived till JE! nice! hmm then went home and stoned till now. pretty sian day for me luhs! argh. tmr got o2 og5 outing cant go. sad! sorry!

thats all, photos are all below! take a look! byebye! :DD

yes, i felt very loved by them ._. GOSH, gays, omg!

heh, act shuai! ;D

group reflections 1.

group photo - reflections 2.

liangsai, me and ken.

liangsai, me and kenneth who is closing his eyes everytime during photoshots!

candid ._.

with kenneth, it doesn't look like me on the left! omg!

me and kenneth on the mrt back home ;)

Group photo taken in plaza sing! :DD

pae og 18, how i wish we were back together again ):
melissa, wilson, rachel, daojun, me and jolyn ;D

me, daojun, jolyn posing :D

raymond, me and kendrick :D

nicee (:

daojun, melissa and me

act cute shot! x)

lohyee, damien, celisse, kendrick, me and daojun ( yes, my pose looks strange ._. )

boo, emo!

daojun and me ( i'm just acting as tall )

jolyn and me (:

me and CHARMANDER wanting!

BOYS!

LAME!

Tired. Exhausted.

2008-03-05T20:14:00.007+08:00

with og5!

with og5 again!

with pae 08s09!

ncc camp feast 2, my PC file!

hi guys! i'm finally here to blog again! lol. finally got the time to do so.sorry had not been updating. hmm shall talk about JJ Orientation Camp 2 and NCC Camp Feast 2 that ended just yesterday.

26th to 29th Feb

it was Orientation Camp 2 (O2) for the 2nd intake into JJC! and i'm an Orientation Group Leader (OGL) attached to OG 5! being an OGL was really tiring but overall, it was still very fun! on the 26th was admin day and it was rather slack but i didn't really sleep much at night due to the making of the OG gifts. hahah. then came 27th and it was camp day 1! for your information, in the camp, i'm also food attached, meaning i had to prepare the food for the campers for every single meal. well back to start of day 1, didn't really know my OG members yet. what type of people are they? i kept asking. but, they turned out to be real nice and fun people! most of the time i didn't get to be with OG 5 as i had to prepare meals about every one and a half hour. cant mix with my OG alot and thats the thing i felt really sad about. had water games mainly for 27th and 28th. on 27th night, there was Song Singing Session and it really touched me when OG 5 members thank me and i felt really glad and felt so appreciated! (: on the 28th, the most significant event was JJ Night! Family 1's performance rocks luh! though i did screw up a little bit i hope i didn't spoil the overall dance :x hmm thinking back, my OG are really warm towards me though i dont see them much! THANK YOU OG 5! have to thank everyone for being so nice and my fellow OGLs who helped me alot during the camp. i'm so sorry couldn't be with you guys all the time due to my other commitments during the camp duration. loads of thanks to everyone! INCLUDING SHADOWS AND FAMILY 1! after the camp, i went for PAE 08s09 class gathering to celebrate valerie and mr yeo's bday! was really fun and mr yeo treated us to drinks! so nice! too bad, i'm no longer in his civics class, will elaborate later. after that chatted with my classmates for a very long time, talking about o2 and stuff (: love it ;D

1st March

was resting day for me! slept 15 hours and woke up around 2+ pm! hee, i can pig ;D had a great rest at home luh...the next day was yet another camp for me! oh goodness!!!

2nd to 4th March

T_T booked into Amoy Quee Camp on the 2nd of March for NCC Camp FEAST 2'08 at around 2000hrs. went there as an instructor instead of a camper and felt really weird at first. 2nd March was just briefing and admin day for instructors and there was no campers. we had alot of fun after briefing and ordered mac delivery at 12 midnight! slept real late cause i stayed up playing games on the laptop with shannon ong ._. i was appointed as the PC for Platoon 4, named Zulu 04. FYI, PC is Platoon Commander and not Parade Commander. lol. there were 6 platoons in total during the camp and 3 platoons formed one company. the 2 companies are named Yankee and Zulu, to say the truth, Zulu 04 was a great challenge for me. Some Part B (Sec 2) cadets are really hard to handle. and being an instructor for the first time for my first camp in HQNCC did really pose a tough test for me. was really shocked that i was given the post as a PC but really glad luh :D had two Assistant PCs from my batch of officers' (54th batch) to assist me. there were Cadet Officers Zhan Feng and Akmal Ali. thanks for their help, really. without them i would have gone mad by the end of the camp. i had never imagined how difficult it was to handle part B cadets who tend to be more immature. i'm not trying to insult or criticize them but that is in my perspective and view. however, not all part B cadets are immature. some are already ready to become leaders and sometimes it's lucky to have them in my platoon to lessen my load of problems. Cohesion Night on Day 1 (3rd March) was quite a success and it was my first time standing on stage in front of a huge crowd teaching cheers! it was really a great experience for me. and leading all the cheers made me feel sooo good. "I FEEL GOOD, OH I FEEL SO GOOD, AR! OH I FEEL SO, OH I FEEL SO, OH I FEEL SO GOOD, AR AR AR!" tuahgt the cadets this cheer as well. yay, thanks to JJ orientation that i am what i am today. full of cheers in mind :D after the camp at about 4+ on 4 th March, went to Causeway Point to have dinner with the others and went home after that. felt extremely exhausted. slept only at 12am ):

Today

i'm very very tired and sleepy. VERY. hah, it was great to be in school again today. while going to school in the morning, saw geraldine and kaiyan but didn't have chance to talk to them cause the bus was packed. then when i reached school, so many warm-hearted people greeted me with a hi and it brightened my day (: had my lessons til 1 pm and after that was cca open house! during the cca open house were the OGLs performance cum mass dance during verbal nuggets. couldn't find kahpoh around during that time and so i did not participate in the Family 1 dance. so sorry! but laughed throughout watching them dance cos it was really entertaining! F1! lols... then came mass dance and we were supposed to dance pump it. was standing there and kenyi pulled me to dance with him. (HAHHAHAHAHHA!) both of us are boys luh and we always have to do this cos we couldn't find any female dance partners ): luckily kaiyan came up to me and danced with me. and i pangsehed kenyi in the confusing and chaotic situation :X SO SORRY! after that was F2 performance and then came another mass dance, Five Colours In Her Hair ! Finally found kahpoh and danced with her. hahah. very fun luh. then went for cca open house and signed up for 5 CCAs. OMGOMG lah! ._. i had to sign up for slack CCAs cos i already have NCC as external CCA. hmm, but during the open house i wasn't thinking and i signed up for 5 CCAs! LOL. Interact Club, Entrepreneur Club, Yoga Club, Modern Dance and Choir. Shit man, i have delete some of my choices luh. will consider again. after cca open house, went home with buddies on 157, chuharn and daojun. tmr's gonna be rotting day for me! and im admitted to class 08S20 T_T have no friends there except for a primary school fren which hardly talk now, two sec school friends and one ex-F1 member. )))))))))))))))): oh, and mr yeo takes charge of 08s11 now! haii... sian. hope people in 08s20 are gonna be friendly luh ;D

Hope i have a great day tmr!
Thats all, byebyeee (:

Nice.

2008-02-17T19:01:00.013+08:00

hello (: finally i got time to blog.

hahha, had been guitar hero-ing all the while and finally completed the game. its darn nice! Guitar Hero III:Legends Of Rock is such a unique computer game luh. had never seen anything like it. so everyone should try it! its real nice. :D it lets me feel like a real rocker man! except when i strum the wrong notes the song sounds a lil sucky, hee, claps for myself! =X lol.

okay, enough of games. lets talk about my OGL (Orientation Group Leader) Camp that just happened the previous friday. hmm, frankly saying, i didn't attend almost the entire friday of the camp. that is because i went for my CLT Fiesta!!! left JJ at 4+ with Isa after cheering for a while, which is like few minutes? didn't get to enjoy mass dance session that followed after that. Reached HQNCC in Yio Chu Kang on the dot at 6. Oh my, i can never describe how fun it is cos i had never enjoyed myself in such an event so much before! not even in JJ :X First, we played some games as the emcee instructed. hahha, then had the "Man Hunk Contest". Gordon was one of them! that macho kid was real muscular man. the emcee specifically wanted people who were wearing singlets. there wasn't many around. and phew, i wasn't one of the few. 5 persons were chosen. then those 5 were led away to another place and the emcee then told us it wasn't any contest to search for hunks but a contest to see who has the most ARMPIT HAIR! Hahahah! so when the "hunks" came back he asked them to do actions that expose their armpits and it was freaking funny! it sounds gross but it was really hilarious! cos only we knew that they were comparing armpit hairs! no one won ._. hahha then after that was lucky draw and for the first time of my life i got the 6th prize?! hahah. my no. was 153 and when SERGEANT MAJOR called for 153 i was like, "erm, 1-5-3? isn't that my number?!" then i double checked before saying, "oh its me!" LOL. to my DISMAY, I unwrapped and discovered i won a primary school bag! its... erhem. shan't elaborate. 54th Wildcats swept most of the prizes! buddy Nick got 2nd prize! a fan branded PowerPac (have you ever heard of this brand?! LOL.), hahha! but it was nevertheless, better than mine. following the lucky draw was the dancing time! and it was soooooooooooooooooooooooo FUN! you see how i emphasized the so? cos its really very FUN >.<

went back to JJ at 12 midnight. went to bathe straight and then met buddy at food point. all the whiel got senior Zheng Han accompany, or else i will be so sian! then 0130 was lights out and me and buddy Dao Jun laid our sleeping bags at the back of the hall and chatted with Wilson and Zheng Han for 2 hours cos we were anticipating for the fire drill at 0330. the entire chatting time was real nice cos we talked about anything under the sun. the aircon was freaking cold okay! zzz... then fire drill came. needless to say it was redundant luh. got scolded for our speed and strength reporting all that. after that i thought they will let us go back to sleep again but instead it was time for PT! Come on la, 0415 pt?! Have you ever heard of exercising at 4 in the morning?! diao, they thought we are in army! all the way, while exercising i was like a ZOMBIE! argh. then they taught some stupid dance when it was time for mass dance. the stupid dance was repeated for so many times, gosh! i hate it! then the entire day i did nothing cos i'm food attache. okay to be honest, i skipped telematch and kinetic warfare luh, cos no food attaches wanna go. but i did help to make water bombs (: hmm, then debrief was hypnotising luh. hahah! sorry la, but they deprived me of sleep cannot blame me. hmm went home after that lo.

well, i slept at 8pm ytd til 12pm today. gosh, thats freaking long right? hahha! cant help it. guitar-heroed all the way till now. i wanna buy the electronic guitar hero so i can truly taste the game ]: PAE is ending and JAE is gonna start. hai, i will be darn busy with o2 and NCC.

memories of OG18 shall never be forgotten. its truly a great experience and exposure. thanks to all that i had known in JJ! you make my life in JJ a colourful and enjoyable one!

thats all i have, goodbye! ;D

Happy Valentine's Day ((:

2008-02-14T22:05:00.003+08:00

happy vday everyone (: hahha, it has nothing to do with me but i gotta thank everyone who gave me gifts such as... Thanks lots, Melissa for giving me her self-made artificial rose it's cute, Jinxian for her nice biscuits, sweet and the note lols! the note was pretty funny but a bit provoking! JOKING luh, its alright, i shall accept what you say okay! ;D Jiajing for the nice chocolate, and Judith for the gift which contained biscuits and chocolates. Thanks so much! hahah sorry i didn't prepare any gifts for anyone cause i don't practise that =X woops. lol, anyway, hope everyone had a wonderful day with their valentines la :D buddy came my house today after school and we had great fun really, enjoyed your company man, buddy! Singlehood cheers dude ;D

Bye. ): don't ask why.

Lawls.

2008-02-10T14:37:00.000+08:00

You are The Lovers

Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse.

The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made.

Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it you will never be complete.

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2008-02-07T20:40:00.000+08:00

i just wanna do well for my studies this year ahead. if i can't make it, i don't know what i will do, damn. wish family a prosperous and peaceful year ahead. i just need more peace, hope i won't be deprived of it. and hope everyone will be healthy alright. thats all.

goodbye.

Happy Chinese New Year (:

2008-02-07T20:09:00.000+08:00

wish everyone have a happy lunar new year. ;)

i'm torn apart once again. zzz, don't ask me what is it about.

a song for u.

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Unspoken words.

2008-01-31T22:38:00.000+08:00

do u think i'm happy? no, i'm not. what you see is just the outside, not the within. i'm seriously upset over my results still. gosh. it wasn't what i had expected to the least. now, whenever people ask me about my results, i feel like a loser. i know i shouldn't feel so, but i can't help it. please don't blame me. everyone around me had done well, except for me, really. maybe i didn't put as much effort as they had, maybe its just that i don't have the ability to achieve good results. frankly, i don't even know why. i hope i can be able to just recover now, stand on my feet and walk on. but what seems to lie ahead is an unforeseen path. what can i do? its my fate and destiny to be like that. i'm really sad, but i guess i will get over it sooner or later? don't have to console me, its not gonna work. this is not some emo post, i just wanna let out my feelings. its pretty hard. damn, i shall buck up from now on then. will cheer up. so please, friends and buddies, no worries. thanks for your care and concern dudes, if not for you all, i may be even more vexed. thanks lots to my friends. especially to my buddies (: including daojun, my buddy in JJ. thanks!

goodbye.

16 January 2008

2008-01-16T22:18:00.000+08:00

hi everybody!

boring day in school. tutorials and lectures. i guess everyone's blog are saying the same thing. except for freaks who love to study so much! argh, go away!!! hahha. aw, anyway had econs as first lesson and it was kinda INTERESTING. aiya, i don't know lah. actually, i was dozing off BUT BUT i kept myself awake okay. i must say that having air conditioners in classrooms are not ultimately good, cause students tend to get too comfortable and will then start to... ZZzzzzzzZ and then u know? ya, not productive.

after that had chem lecture and the lecturer was very pissed at the beginning for don't know what reason and me and lingshan was like... what's wrong with the lecturer? walao. yay then came my one hour break (: ate those fried rice. wah no taste, sorry for the criticism but then its just not that nice la. k lah, got taste. don't be mean. so went for my GP lesson and as usual, i'm always late. i'm sorry but thats all thanks to my buddies in 08S09 lah. they love to drag me along to just skip few minutes of lesson also HAPPY FOR THEM. lol then blame me for being too guai that they have to attend classes! COME ON BE GOOD BOYS AND GIRLS OKAY (: joking. i ponned PC lessons for a week liao. no difference from them okay. but i had MC lah so its OKAY WHAT! ( favourite quote again ). GP over, Maths lecture came. JC life is CHALLENGING! hhaha... LT5 is as cool as usual. makes me shiver in cold at times. hahha i even took out my no.4 top to keep myself warm luh! fortunately and strangely, i didn't doze off during maths lecture! can you believe it?! OMG. Binomial theorems are so nice to learn. i'm just joking okay i'm not a psycho and i don't like to study! SHH! guess what's after maths lecture? it was maths tutorial ._. will cry ar! MATHS maths Maths Mathematics Math MATH! They drive me crazy! imagine maths constantly twirling in ur mind for 2 hours. i guess i will just knock my head against some wall. BUT BUT luckily maths tutorial became a bonding session thanks to Mr CHENG. hahha.

then DING DONG DING DONG, DING DONG DING DONG! end of school! yayy woohoo ;D sorry i'm being so hyper. but i very hyper today for no reason at times of the day. hahaa....went hq with shannon ong,fang and tracy. collected my camp pass and it was made so ugly and in the photo i look FAT and ROUND and WHITE LIKE GHOST. and the picture was totally off from its borders. and the back was screwed up. they used marker to write the word "MUM" beside my mom's name. cause that stupid printer in HQ wasn't working well. but its okay! i finally got it done and i'm glad. then wanted to collect my NE certificate but no one has an idea where i can get it from, who i can get it from, how i can get it and when i can get it. gosh. nevermind. shall wait for GOOD NEWS. patience (: went to bukit batok to collect my no.3 rank from nick. i'm very satisfied with my rank cause its just the same as that of no.4's. but the girls. sadly to say. i find it... i mean everyone finds it strange-looking? not nice? and just not nice lah! sorry but its looks kinda qeird on no.3 when u pin on that rank. yea, went home straight after that.

aww, looks like i gonna sleep soon. i had been sleeping so late every single day this week and it harms my health. my cough is acting on me again. like some old illness, gosh. shall be guai and pack bag go snore around. heh, recently love to say hang around in school to my OGL, anything also can "_______ around" one lah. be it snore around or joke around. argh, looks like disaster is befalling upon me. i really cant believe some things that happen in primary school and secondary school can even happen in JC. i shan't sya what it is. but please people, when you see me and see my face swollen or my hair being messy or i got poking marks on my cheeks. those are all normal, cause i always get bullied by my classmates! evil YS and LS. argh. don't know why luh! i don't wanna elaborate later more people know, more people think so then i will CRY. jolyn please don "promote" me around okay. LOL. kenneth watch it also. hahha...

oh ya, daojun buddy remember tomorrow don answer phone calls! and monday must return to school we bash mel the cow together! :DDD YAY! gogogo! omg, we are so evil O.O no la, mel's even more evil okay. hahha..

thats all folks, GOODBYE and take cares!

* no pinching,poking or messing of hair allowed on me * i guess i have to apply more facial foam everyday liao. )):

somebody save me!!!!

15 January 2008

2008-01-15T22:20:00.000+08:00

hello people!

14 Jan
yesterday was the first day we got splitted into our classes i am in 08s09. hahha.... first up, we had assembly and was then gathered by Bannister House Captain, Evan, and she told us we're in Bannister House. The blue one. then during dismissal we had to do *clap clap* and shout, "BANNI!" so funny luh... then after that were lectures that were boring. lectures are never productive okay... why have lectures? i always end up dozing off and nothing gets into my head. but its OKAY WHAT! ( yay recent favourite quote ;D ). then after that rest of the day met me civics tutor and he's real funny! he turn out to be my Chinese teacher and i was shocked cause he was actually speaking English at first. HAHAH! when i was going for my GP lessons i was told by joanne or meiting that my name was in the list of JJ Leaders. YAY! :D GP was... fun? hahha acted like jailbirds for teacher to take photos of us and played a game similar to that of Taboo. was fun and i had to draw mosquitoes all that. lol... didn't get to know many people in my class.

Today
yea today was quite a productive day. had many lessons till 3.30pm. shan't talk a lot about today. just that i was constantly being pinched at my cheeks by my classmate and my hairstyle was screwed up by him la! ah! but its okay... hahha. hmm, had OGL meeting at 4 pm at LN or rather the CC for now? was really scared and stressed lah. but NEVERMIND! i shall just persevere and endure. will decide later about some decisions that i feel is not very convenient to disclose now. so sian... tmr got OGLs bonding session and i cant attend! hav to go HQ to make my CDTO Pass and collect my No.3 rank from nick tomorrow. hahha, everyday is a busy day for me now. this makes my life more replenished with LIFE and i don't feel that i have NO LIFE anymore lah! k la k la i'm laming around. hmm after OGLs meeting i went to JP with DJ,CY and mel aka the cow aka xiaochabor. yay,i feel so evil. but thats very sad for her right? serves her right for making fun of my name la i don't care. she calls me something real awful okay. LALALA. LOL. ehh we had choc waffles from prima deli. i miss chocolate fudge cake! it made me go crazy just looking at it just now ): its okay. i shall shun and avoid such food... then we hung around at JP shops before heading home. real sian la. why can't we just stay as OGs? why split?! make all of us so sad. :P

gotta pack my stuff for tomorrow soon. tests are coming my way already. there are tons of tutorials and notes. everyone's starting to mug and i feel so afraid. afraid of what? JC life seems like a real extreme challenge. its only the start and i'm feeling it now.... The 'O' level results are gonna be released soon and i hope my results will be better than prelims? i doubt so though..its not that i have no self-confidence but i just think such stuff are unpredictable. hahha... nevermind, lets just see how it goes. GOTTA BLAST! just random but i love jimmy neutron. hahah, byebye .... ;DDD

Dedication!

2008-01-13T22:27:00.000+08:00

hi people. i wanna sort of dedicate this song to all my friends? ALL OF MY FRIENDS!!!! i'm thankful that you all are there for me when i need you. Friends are a big part of my life. Whether i knew you from primary school, secondary school, NCC, or JJC, i love all of you as long as you truly take me as a friend and vice versa yea? LOL (:

for all of you~

thats the song, by avril lavigne, Keep Holding On ;D enjoy (;

Lyrics:

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side
You know I'll take your hand
when it gets cold
And it feels like the end
Theres no place to go you know I wont give in
No I wont give in

Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through,
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know i'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say, nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through.

So far away I wish you were here
Before it's too late this could all disapear
Before the doors close, this comes to an end
But with you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend yeah yeah.

Hear me when I say, when I say
I believe
Nothings gonna change, nothings gonna change destiny
What ever is ment to be
Will work out perfectly
yeah yeah yeah yeahladadadadada...

13 January 2008

2008-01-13T16:04:00.000+08:00

hi everyone! ;D hahha i'm finally here to post an official entry! pardon me if its boring, because i just feel like blogging everything.

the days before 26 November are just too boring.

26 Nov to 13 Dec
during this period of time i went for the 54th NCC CDO course. initially it was CLT Course which meant cadet lieutenants' course but in the midst, they changed it to Cadet Officer's Course instead =.= the change in name meant more suffering for us, the latest batch of cadet officers. i shan't say why. long story. during the course, i had to wake up at 5 am everyday and board the second train of the morning at 6.10 am at bukit batok mrt station with my buddy, nick! it was such a tiring chore. i got to know soo many new friends. i was being allocated in the main West District platoon, Syndicate 5. everyone in Syndicate 5 call ourselves THE WILDCATS. and yea, the course was enriching and fun. lectures taught us many leadership skills but i slept alot too and you cant blame me. it was just inevitable. on 10 December, I had my passing-out parade and my parents were there to witness it. m-16 with bayonet was heavy! LOL :P maybe its cause i don't have enough strength? hahah... the last two days of the course were spent at discovery centre in order to attain the NCC-SDC youth ambassador badge. i was so damn happy after the course. not really, cause something happened, forget it. and oh ya, on 8 December, i went to HCI for the Noel'08 Concert by HC Band to support my primary school friends, liang sai and yongjie along with ken,dawn,jingyu they all lah. then after the concert i remembered vividly we were lagging aroung at KAP mac til midnight, chatting, slacking and enjoying those magic tricks done my liangsai.

14 Dec to 31 Dec
this period of time. gosh, i got quite alot of things to do. going back to nanhua or HQ to help out in NCC. going out for gatherings. one of the more "INTERESTING" outing was to have buffet with my buddies, junhe,ch,yy and anli. I HATE SUKI SUSHI! i was like gorging myself to death there. it was so damn hard to find a Suki Sushi outlet in Singapore I should tell you. hate it. we ended up at orchard cine's outlet. and met some old woman who kept complaining about food and to my surprise, she was able to eat triple the amount of what i can eat. maybe because of her size? hahah! i'm evil but she's just simply annoying. woops, why am i talking about some random person all of a sudden? :x christmas was spent at home. no one asked me out of countdown anyway. nevermind, its christmas only.

1 Jan ( HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008 )
I spent my countdown to year 2008 at home too, with my elder brother, as usual like any previous years. no life yea? YES, I KNOW I HAVE NO LIFE. so sad right? hahah cant blame me, i'm just too restricted. cannot enjoy teenage-hood lah. LOL. me and my bro were like such pathetic fellows at home, watching people on tv countdown to 2008. argh, no life, no life, NO LIFE! nevermind, shall forget about it. on new year's day, went out with anli and yy to JEC cause i had to photocopy some documents for my first day of school. playing initial d 4 is a waste of money in arcades. but the visual graphics are good. (: because there was no photocopying shop available there in JEC, i went to JP instead and finally photocopied my stuff. and gosh, again, arcade! hahha, i didn't play lah but yy and anli did. besides, the next day is going to be start of school so its ok.

2 Jan ( 1st day of school at JJ )
start of school, report to JJ at 7 am =.= damn early. the first day was admin day. hahha was quite lost lah, but the seniors kept on cheering. and they went, " HUAN YING HUAN YING RE LIE HUAN YING" lol. very funny. then went to hall. they were asking us to cheer along but i just felt no urge to do so. lols, so i was silent. then there was this person, called Melissa Tan from Westwood, when i sat down behind her at the line of OG'18, she suddenly turned and told me she's bored and cracked the silence ._. ( omg, OG'18 rocks! loves ;D ) heh, being FRIENDLY, i said "hmm ya." quoting from mel's blog, she said this, "I went into the OG group feeling so mega, ultra, lonely so i just randomly picked someone sitting behind me and made my first new friend, DIXON from nanhua sec. My first sentence to him was "eh,very boring/lonely leh,i want to go home". Then, tada, i made a friend, without knowing his name:D" zzz. thats what she did exactly. hahha, after that we chatted lor cause all my friends are in other OGs ): so sad. but i slowly made more friends la and finally i got to know my buddy in JJ!!! Dao Jun! hahah, i knew him when we were having cup noodles as lunch ._. yea then i made alot more friends that day lah. and we were released from school at like 6+ pm?! mad.

3 Jan to 5 Jan ( Orientation Camp at JJC'08 : I'm Possible )
reported to school at 6.45am in the morning la! so early with my backpack plus sleeping bag. we are gonna stay overnight! the only JC with overnight stay plus $70 camp fee, the most expensive of all. LOL! but nevertheless, its kinda worth la so NEVERMIND ok! first day we had alot of icebreakers game and so alot of ice blocks between OG mates were broken and we really had so much fun. (: ohh i was being lame bout the point saying that ice blocks are broken okay! :D hmm, we did alot of cheers and over the days i became real enthusiastic with cheers and i even led some cheers such as "XI SHUA SHUA XI SHUA SHUA!". we had loads of games. ESPECIALLY WATER GAMES whereby like at least 30K number of water bombs and few hundreds of bottles of soaps were used as said by our OGLs! i guess the $70 are mostly spent on the water bills of the school? cause they were like trying to make us drenched all over! hahha and while we were drenched, the wind was blowing like "BURRRR! ITS COLD IN HERE!" see, i'm so enthu with cheer. i was really trembling during water games ok. ( can't believe fats doesn't help at all. :X ) especially on 2nd day, when we had Kinetic Warfare, it was OMG SO COLD! to make things worse, it was raining! ah. boo! i remembered one senior was squeezing soap onto my head and i didn't know it! i got sabo-ed la! i only realised it when he helped me scrub the soap on my head and i saw foam. so to take revenge i grabbed hold of a water bomb and throwed at him! YAY! water bags with milo was also used WOOHOO! i thought they were mud water bombs! stupid. oh ya, i only stayed for the first night because i had to attend open house in nanhua on the third day, 5 jan. on the first night, we were sleeping in the classroom and the aircon was freaking freezing me. at 4.30am, i woke up finding myself shaking in the cold! and i just squeezed my whole body into the sleeping bag. i mean even my head into the bag. just like cocoon. LOL! my buddy DJ woke up to find no one beside him. k la i was actually beside just that he couldn't see me hiding inside my sleeping bag. HAHAH! so fun :D during orientation, OGLs taught us alot of cheers. and also the skill of gossiping ._. hahha, thats how me,kuanming,melissa,DJ,wilson,jingxian and huiyi formed the AUNTIE GANG! k la i not that auntie okay! just playing around. hahha (: there were so many rumours going on around our OG. phew luckily i ain't one of the victims! ;D yay! i'm too young. OH, for your info, our OG are arranged in such a way that everyone's birth date are in the month of may and june! and i'm the one of the youngest in my OG cause i'm a june baby! ( June babies rock :X okay May also. ) lol! lame. oh during the camp we had mass dance sessions too! my first partner was jingxian and i admit i'm a nooblet at dancing okay! people laugh at me sia. sian! then after that nicolette was my dance partner and i was scared. shan't elaborate why i was scared. hahha! and yea, some songs we use to dance along with were "pump it", " geeks get the girls", "five colours in her hair" and " OH MY DARLING! ( i hate it )" lol. and i gotta say sorry to nicolette cause i was always screwing up the dance! anyway, was glad to my OG mates open up to talk as time passed, played games like murderer and double wacko. Hugged and sang songs everytime. JJ Night on the second day was really enjoyable! it was so fun!

during the days of OC, we cheered louder and louder as time gradually passed. Thanks to our OGLs! (jiayi,jevon,shihui,michelle,meixin,jiajing). anyway on the 3rd day, lol i rushed back after nanhua's open house for the emo session of song singing and thanking session. i was in my no. 4 uniform when i went back cause i didn't bother to change out. i was rushing. everyone was looking at me when i reached JJ as if i'm alien. yea, the OC ended in the blink of an eye la. love my OG, u guys rock ;DDD

7 Jan to 11 Jan
school days were fun. lectures were for us to sleep. i learned the skill of sleeping while sitting up straight and holding a pen in my hands on the table. hahha, godly skill right? ;P and i skipped the PC lessons for the whole week because i had had MC. my buddy, DJ, also accompany to do that for the whole week! we camwhored during our second PC lesson, not my idea. ._. many of us applied as JJ leaders and i'm one of them. interview was fun and stupid questions were shot at us :x i was nervous and it was obvious. i should not be able become OGL T.T everyday was kind of slack lah cause its first week (: friday i had only two lessons. skipped PC so i only have one lesson from 9am to 10am. then slacked throughout to 3pm till leaders' interview. played badminton between 11am to 1pm. hahah! i'm weak at it. got laughed at me mel and jolyn! ): cause of my weird actions while playing lah. zzzz... went back to nanhua on thurs along with fang, fel, diana (: slacked in ncc room la. friday also went back for sec 1 OC. hai reminds me of some sad stuff that i shan't talk about. :/

12 Jan
hahha reached school at 6.30am. then headed for suntec. why? because i applied for an JJ Leader! we were supposed to be ushers for the Youth Olympic Games seminar. hahha cheered alot and mass danced or rather i should say, "mess dance". so fun!!! lols. we cheered and danced for thousands of students in the convention centre. after the event, OG 18 went for outing at settlers' cafe in Clarke Quay and we had great fun there! taboo, snorta all sorts of board games la... enjoyed the day. took bus back from clarke quay to boon lay and played "Murderer" during the whole bus trip ._. slowly, the Murderer game was changed to Rapist?! lol. all horny people. HAHHA! then i was like R-ed so many times by those psychos and i always say "i'm violated!" sobs. camwhored with friends on the bus. went JE with DJ to meet up with Wildcats after reaching boon lay. then went to imm with them and walked home alone ._. how sad... ):

Today
stayed at home for the whole day ( except going out for dinner for a while just now ) and sat infront of the computer typing this entry since afternoon. the longest post of all i guess? finally post it le. hahha... everyone's anticipating isn't it? :X hahha joking!

i shall post some photos taken from my CDO course to JJ Orientation til yesterday. enjoy. goodbye :D

DixonLim

10 January 2008!

2008-01-10T22:06:00.000+08:00

OMG i'm finally posting on my blog. but this is not an official post! i will post during the weekends about everything i did during holidays and loads of stuff so must stay tune to my blog yea i hope i have time to blog soon! Anyway, oh ya if u wanna know what i had been doing recently in school (JJC) please visit my OG mate : Melissa's blog at http://www.wearejollykids.blogspot.com !!! There's some embarrassing videos in the blog that i hope no one will play :X hahha! anyway talking bout today i went back to Nan Hua with fel,fang, and diana. My Physics lecture ended at 1.30 pm. But I waited for fang till like 3+ before we left for school. HAHAH! fun day indeed, tell you why in the next post. For now, Goodbye everyone! ;D

Hope you visit again!

Nov 24

2007-11-24T22:11:00.000+08:00

hi everyone... hmm nothing much to do and felt fingers itchy to type some stuff... LOL... come on this post will be fun... read on... <---- does it attract ur attention? :X as usual it will be a long post. but this will be a harsh one. hahah, woke up at 7 and got ready to go to school's open house to watch NCC =) lol in the end i was late and reached school only at 9+ cox that stupid back gate not opened... and my, its open house but they are not welcoming people? then went there and had some fun with seniors and got beaten up by chian lim (slightly only la but its fun) for GL-ing him... hahahhahah! then CCA performance started at around 10+ and at the same time (!!!) mr foo's talk at auditorium started and parents went to auditorium, leaving students of nanhua to watch their own schoolmates performing at their very own school's open house... WOW, isn't that nice?!!!! nice one, open house organiser, so, open house are for nanhuarians! lol, ok don't lame le... hmm then NCC performance came and it was not bad i should say, the stunt at the last part that involves changes in the formation using stepping was OMG COOL DAO BAO! ;D lol.... hmm then at 11+ performance ended and went on to meet my primary school classmates of 6I'03 [= boarded 96 with canxiong and clement to clementi central where they were gonna start work giving out flyers at neighbourhoods... took mrt to JE station to meet them... went long john for lunch with them then and apparently there was only yongjie,zongjun,kenneth,jacqueline,jingyu and me... meanwhile, while i was having my meal (that damn salty spicy fish meal! ARGH!!), someone of 6I called yongjie... who was that? hmm, shan't say the name... (this is because in the whole outing today, she is only a minor and thus it is not wise to disclose her name). anyway 6i people will know that the only person who went to st. nicholas girls' school from our class her and i only knew that today LOL.... omg that person called and said she's coming to join us... hahhha, we weren't surprised of course la but we waited there then... then suddenly someone popped out... it was that person(ok,i give her a random name,Chicken), and she was standing there looking at us with that (um...) face.. then came those words, "um, you all are... rite?" we of course is the ... people la... zzz 6I people la... LAME. she had a friend by her side and i was looking at her... SHE FROM 6I MEH? (like wth? who is that?) and i was right she wasn't... she is Chicken's friend... they sat beside our table started blabbering their words... "oh ok, this is my friend (she pointed at her beloved friend) and said her name... and i cant remember... nevermind, give her a name lor,she's Backside lol.) ok i hope no one is confused at the time being, if u are please read again from the start of this paragraph... so Chicken and Backside are good friends and they planned to join us but we don't know Backside you see... Chicken introduced us to Backside and first up, it was jacqueline, then me i said, "ok hi, i'm dixon... .. ." Immediate reply from Chicken, " WHAT?! I THOUGHT YOU ARE KENNETH!" i was stunned, um.... my face got change meh? maybe a bit but OBVIOUSLY I AM DIXON LIM! zzz.... wanna peng liao lol... after my turn, the others(yongjie,jingyu,zongjun) intro themselves and there was nothing wrong because she recognised others until it came to kenneth, "I AM KENNETH.", introed ken. "HUH?! I THOUGHT YOU ARE EUGENE!!!" Chicken EXCLAIMED. then i was AHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHHA !&@^%*#%@&(*&!@!()@*!_@(_@^!#$%!@#@!*O&#*^^$%@! la... =.= DIAO DIAO DIAO la. ok sorry for my big reaction but at that time i just felt like plucking off the hairs on my head. LOL... then enough introduction... then Backside asked, "So what do you all plan to do? Would you like bowling?" then no one dared to answer cox we were actually already going to ECP (east coast park). and wait, she's not from 6I. i'm not saying i'm not giving her the right to talk la, but then maybe it should be Chicken who is doing the talking? then we just hecked what she said and said we plan to go ECP. then came the big reaction from Chicken, "HUH?! I HAVEN TOUCH SPORTS FOR 4 YEARS! I DON'T WANNA GO. I THINK I WON'T BE JOINING YOU ALL THEN, ANYWAY I'M GOING OUT WITH MY FRENS... *she smiles*" (Note: all the above conversations were spoken in English) then we just "HAHAH" back lo but we felt really awkward and strange... she dont wanna join us for gathering why come in the first place? Chicken ah Chicken.............So Chicken and Backside flew off then... i couldn't finish my meal cox it was just too salty and i was full. so we the 6 of us, set off for JE mrt station again... in the midst we met them(Chicken+Backside) again but they didnt talk to us... but i didnt expect them to talk la but its just weird la... we were reaching JE mrt station when suddenly, screams of girls went off in front of us... So... It was Curry,Backside again... i cannot stand liao la. call them Chicken Backside as a group okay? another friend of Chicken Backside came to meet them... is there a need for that bi reaction? =.= they blocked our way of path and we were standing there as Chicken hugged her "just-came" friend... she turned back, and i was "not again,what is she gonna do next la..." Chicken explained to her just-came friend, "hey these are my primary school friends (pointing to us), THEY ALL SPEAK CHINESE." Then we were immediately turned off... Wat the hell, please all of us are bilingual, though we don't speak english at times it doesn't mean we only speak MANDARIN i should correct. hmm, i felt like just giving her tight slap la... we fu yan them and smiled a little and just continued our way... Whats wrong with Chicken? Even her friend said,aw u don't have to say that, Chicken. AR WATEVER. chinese who don't know how to speak mandarin are just disgraceful because they think that they are Americans?! Or English?" zzz... ok enough about Chicken Backside... We went on to Paya Lebar mrt and went to play pool... kick start i scored 3 goals of whatever ok i made 3 balls drop into the holes la... lol... then after pool we went to ECP to cycle... cycling is tiring cox we cycled for 2 hrs from ECP to bedok... siao...i fell once but there wasn't much injuries la... hahha... Hmm after that we went to eat dinner and then took 197 followed by 188 for me... What a nice day to be with 6 6i people and someone could have came but pangsehed us! lol u know who u are.... Well ok thats all for today...Above are some pics we took today cox my blog is too wordy...

So goodbye and cya!