May 19

hello everyone! i'm back! hahah... after like almost one month i'm back to blog... as i had said, i will only blog after my exams. sorry for not posting for such a long time. I didn't have time during my exams.

hmm first up, um mid year exams was a disaster. really. Argh!!! I did study quite hard for it (in my personal opinion) but um the results... hahha u know? just won't improve! =( i'm really sad. i failed A Maths and didn't score well for my Sciences. Social Studies was ok and Higher Mother Tongue (HMT)... Oh i'm so happy i can pass my HMT! hahah... seldom get to pass chinese... ok but the results wasn't good as well... Guess I need to work very hard for Prelims and O Levels! Hai...Gonna wait for other results to pull up my average score...

I shall not talk about my exam period because nothing much really happened then... Except that I nearly went insane because of the immense stress and pressure which i can never control during exams period everytime... Hahah... But i'm ok now fortunately...

After exams I didn't really feel happy or what because after studying for about 2 weeks plus my brain became a little numb and asking me to stop all of a sudden was a little strange just like something's just amiss. hahha... But, i got over it and now back to normal... PLAY! Yay!

Not gonna talk about previous days.

Today, hmm, nothing interesting (my life had always been this boring), woke up at like 11+ or 12 (ok i know i'm a pig), because yesterday got NAPFA Test and was really exhausted! ok lets talk about NAPFA test. It was kinda infuriating. I got a Silver! WEAK ME! But actually, before my NAPFA i only dared to aim for a pass. A pass was something i told myself i could least expected. You know why? all because of standing broad jump and PULL-UP! i can never pass pull-ups and usually i only do to a max of 2 and standing broad jump i just can't imitate that damn frog... grrr.... first, i did my sit-ups and got a 43 count which was "um ok, A", then next i went for sit and reach and got a 48cm, "ok, another A", shocking because my sit and reach wasn't really good hahha... By then, I had built up some morale and next came that stupid standing broad jump which makes us perform as a frog? then need to jump 2 metres as if there's any use in army (NAPFA is for NS ma) whereby they have a more than 2-metre broad river and ask u to jump from one side to the other like a frog to go over to the other side. (like diao?) No logic. SBJ determines fitness too? I don't really think so. hahha ok i discriminate SBJ.
First attempt for SBJ, I was pretty sure i was going to fail it and i jumped and got a 190cm and then a second attempt i got a 192cm(what the?!2 cm difference?!!!). OMG,oh no... a failed station means all fail for NAPFA test and i was prepared to fail. No hope. Then i went for pull-up, my yet another fear, stood there for about 8 minutes watching all those fit and macho people getting that 5 and 8s for pull-ups just stressed me out la! Then i handed my scoresheet to Mr Edmund Ng (everyone said he was strict "hands straight!!! or else no count!!!") hahha... all of a sudden came my turn... Mr Ng said "mount the bar!" and i did so and started... up and "1...", "2..", "3..." (its getting difficult but eh, i broke my record of 2?), "4......." , then no strength liao, "............5..........5 .........5......(I WANT MY FIVE for a C grade la!!!)", to my disappointment, i didn't touch the bar and dismounted before my 5th count... got a 4 nia... Argh! 1 more and its a C! zzz.... No choice i just couldn't it... But overall i was quite happy because i broke my personal record which meant nothing to others... ya, i know its chicken for others... I was awarded D grade for pull-up... Hai.......

After that was shuttle run and i got my usual C grade for it again... Totalling up i got only a silver award. which was unsatisfactory for me. WEAK! hahha but nevermind its just NAPFA.....

So, today, had been playing games since about 1 or 2 till now and i guess i am not going out for today... Well, well, then i will sign off now and thanks for visiting my blog, GOODBYE!!! [=