Promotional exams had ended. I'm elated but yet, pretty much in distress as well. Hah, maybe cos' I know I will not do well and some of the problems present in my life now. It's all about worries everyday. During promotional exams, I worry for each paper I am going to take. After exams, I worry for the results. Will i retain or not? Did I really put in my best? There are doubts in my mind. About everything that's going on in my life. Not only the exams. I feel greatly vexed at home.
I was alone at home yesterday. Thought about certain things in the past, present and future. Maybe, I'm just so affected by exams that my brains are starting to malfunction. Hah. I'm lost. Really lost. I think I should not elaborate much about it.
Today, went for Taekwondo grading pattern training. Next sunday will be grading. How soon. Hmm, the pattern is quite easy to remember, but I need constant practising to master it. Yeah. After Taekwondo, went to JEC to have lunch with Chu Harn, Anli, Mildred and Hooikim. Had Zingdo! OMG, it has been ages since I last enjoyed the Bibim Bap. Headed over to my house after lunch and played games. CS:S rocks when playing on LAN. Played Basketball after that with Chu Harn, Anli and Jun He inclusive. It was my first time scoring for so many shots. Did physical training after that. Went home, and started to become a loner again. Feel so much like a latchkey kid. But, I enjoyed the peace and felt tranquil. Watched F1 just now, quite fascinating.
Anyway, I'm gonna try and get things right. And all the best in myself for the results and of course, to all my friends pursuing their education goals. Sorry for this post being a little weird. Hahah, I guess blogging is the only avenue for me to type all these and express all these. Hahha, bye.
I hate stress cos' it gave me so many pimples, freak.
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